goodnight sweetheart
i love you very much

i think
as soon as things calm down a little
i'm going to make some bagels
i've never been all that successful with bread
but my problem has been getting it to rise enough
and bagels are dense and chewy

the grocery has pretty inadequate bagels
and
i think i can make em healthier too

i'm thinking teff flour
and some other flour {undecided}
and vital wheat gluten

i gotta go to bed
i gotta get up early
and
i'm not feeling well
i think that pain i was feeling the other day
might have been a little pre-cramping
and
i can't take off at all now
so i gotta do what i can to preserve myself
physically, ya know
if the hormone madness hits

i pushed the exfoliation too far
and i've got some spots again
but
i think they might be the last of them
maybe it'll all be clear now
or maybe not
but i can dream, right

and speaking of which
so many crazy dreams last night
but then i couldn't remember them

i love you sweetheart
goodnight