i had very strange dreams and i was going to write about them

but then i didn'tseemto be able to make myself
i still do not feel well
and
i'm sort of confused
and
maybe paranoid
and
anyway unsettled

the dreams were all full of my aunt joan
and
t-shirts
and how i seem like a loser but i'm really saving the world

it's just nobody can tell

and i just want to ask you questions
but
i can't

hopefully
i'll have better dreams
and then i'll feel like i can say something


i love you very much
i'm going to sleep

send me thoughts if you can
about what you'd like to read
and i'll try to get out of my funk, i promise

goodnight sweetheart