I'm not going to go to work today
I woke up in the night
almost voiceless
I gargled with some
water with 3 drops of clove bud oil
and it was much better when I woke up
but
still
if I work today
that greatly decreases the chances
of Wednesday and Friday
which are busier days
I do not believe that skipping yesterday
would have solved anything
plus I had shit I had to do
illness seems to progress in me in a certain pattern
and it's not
get a bunch of rest
when you first get sick
and it goes right away
not that


anyway
good morning sweetheart