i started a three day detox today...i want popcorn and peanut butter

i've been eating peanut butter
and beans
and stuff
with calories
and i haven't been going to the sauna or working out or really doing anything to counter all of that
plus
i decided to try just the tyrosine
rather than the combo thyroid support
anyway
the upshot
six pounds right back on
which is not a super big deal
but
it's time to get it together again

so
i'm doing green juice this time
and soup from the pulp
and some raw celery and carrot
and dandelion greens
starting tomorrow
because today was all liquid stuff
except for the pills
i'm doing
wheatgrass (5)
chlorella (20)
cayenne (1)
~every two hours

the idea is to green any toxins
right out of my system
and alkalize everything

for dinner last night
i had two bagels
with peanut butter
two different kinds (santa cruz dark roasted & justin's)
the bagels were the weird but good "french toast" flavor

and
right now
i'm not happy
gurgle gurgle gurgle:
say my unhappy guts not
so much from hunger as from wheatgrass and cayenne
the peanut butter i just want it want it want it now now now

it's really sad to fall this far

i'm about to fall out just now
gotta go to sleep

love and best wishes
i bet i dream of peanut butter