Wednesday, October 22, 2025

ugh

I UNDERSTAND 
that people 
JOIN 

groups
churches
BECAUSE they want to belong, to FEEL like they are in a community of like minded people 

I USED to want that TOO 
BUT 
when I couldn't 
FIND one

I had to do OTHER stuff 

they want to belong
BUT 
they ALSO want to FEEL like their ENEMIES will SUFFER
they want to be TOLD without 
FEELING LIKE 
they are being 
TOLD
they want to 
FEEL 
proximity to POWER even if it's 
CLAIMING jesus-y 
BLESSED are the
MEEK 
they are cool to be individually CALLED meek

as long as they have 
ACCESS to the JUICE

they don't ACTUALLY want EMPATHY unless it's 
FOR THEM

they don't LIKE 
LOVE your neighbor 
they don't LIKE 
judge not
lest you be judged

it's 
TRICKY