in the history of the world
I LOVE and forgive myself
if I have failed to
make something of myself
on my own
without help
& have
INSTEAD
needed help
& then
failed to
PROPERLY
live up to the intended quid quo pro
SORRY not SORRY
I have done my best
not to promise
MORE
than I could deliver
& HISTORICALLY
I have pushed myself to the point of self injury
to live up to
not just what I promised
BUT
to fulfill
EVERY EXPECTATION
that I could
DETECT
I apologize to myself for THAT
