i've had kind of a surreal day.  i want to tell you about it.  i don't think it's going to make any sense.

i didn't get a lot of sleep.  but i remembered that when i was a kid i used to give my subconscious mind assignments for while i was sleeping.  i had forgotten that.  so i said, look, you're not going to sleep for very long, but when you wake up you will be completely refreshed.  i've been taking this get your mind right thing seriously.

i put some things in files to watch later and when i went to watch them just now, they are different.  where did they go?  and the ones that are there are suspect too, some of them.  wasn't yesterday the day i got all the sleep?  why am i out of control of my mind or actions or something?

i've changed up my affirmations of whatever.  i like that one girl's universe work your magic thing, but i changed it up.  universe work your magic.  i am open and ready to immediately receive joy blah blah.  then i added the scripting, but i kept changing it around.  so then i changed it all up, and that maybe the reason my day has been so surreal.

last night.  my affirmation thing was pretty out there.  oh, there's a big thunderstorm now so i could lose power.  i'll go ahead and post this part now.