fiesta

I dreamed I was getting ready
for
it originally was an art show
but
gradually
it became a party
rather than trying to sell things
I was going to celebrate
it started with decoration
then flowers
white tulips
white roses
more exotic white flowers
then
dachshund riesling
and some other phallic referent wine
that was red
and beer

a very small boy
who was related
and had been ignoring me
squeeled and threw himself against my legs
which gave me pleasure beyond measure
my little boy

I had a pet bird
I think it was a parrot

anyway
looking back
it seemed like
pretty wedding-y

but
I want
that child