carousel

i dreamed of looking
for a giant carousel by the sea
it was supposed to be amazing
one end angled into the sea
jutting down
dangerous, seemingly
to rival a rollercoaster
but
i couldn't find it
where it was supposed to be
a bunch of ugly stuff
but then
halfway hidden
a round art gallery
like a fairy grotto
and there was more

but
i still wonder
if you could have this be
anything
any way
any how
is this the way you'd have it
or
do you dream about something different
sometimes
sometimes i think
maybe you say different
but
then
i think maybe
maybe i just want you to have said that