Monday, September 29, 2025

death watch

NOW
the fact that shirley 
took six years
to die
when she was given six months-ish
MAYBE 
makes her think 
she's good to 
GO

BUT 
shirley didn't live a life she would be happy living 
& she said it was good news 
when she told me she
DIED

& I'm not trying to influence her decisions 
BUT 
they keep telling her
VAGUE 
not making the situation 
CLEAR

& she said some stuff 
BACK a while ago 
she didn't THINK she'd MAKE it 
to NEXT YEAR

which SEEMED to be 
designed to get some response out of me
& THEN 
she SUBSEQUENTLY

doesn't SEEM to REMEMBER 
& she doesn't make SENSE to me 
SO
I don't know 
WHAT
she 
ACTUALLY thinks

BUT 
*sigh*