Friday, September 19, 2025

I think I might need to think about this a little longer before I can make it coherent 

I watched a lot of TV
BUT 
my dad had slipped discs 
in his lower back

he got up 
he moved around 
he went to the store for cigarettes 
came back
without cigarettes 

I only remember 
watching two movies with him when I was a kid

probably I'm forgetting some

the two movies were
OH
THERE 

HOUDINI 
they shoot horses don't they 
&
butch cassidy & the sundance kid

OMG
I JUST remembered 
we watched 
KUNG FU

ANYWAY 
I feel like 
because the first two movies 
I thought of called to mind by songs

I thought I should probably tell you about them
BUT my memory is a little sketchy 
& I need to ruminate 

I was like that same 
EIGHT ish age
& I wanted

I'm not sure why
 
to talk about 
that apartment 

I guess it just
ACTIVATED 
my personal timeline
STORIES 

BUT 
now that I remembered 
KUNG FU 

I'm wondering just HOW much 
of my personality is from 
THAT