Saturday, September 20, 2025

when it comes right down to it 
I don't remember 
ENOUGH 
detail

to make
MORE of a 
STORY

than to tell you we WATCHED THOSE together 
probably at a slightly inappropriate age

at least the they shoot horses

for CONTEXT it was
AFTER we'd had
our TALK 
about
SUICIDE 

& I WISH 
I could remember 

I didn't understand the title and he had to
EXPLAIN about
putting the horse out of it's 
MISERY

BUT 
I can't remember 
SEEMS like 
that would have been a 
CONTRADICTION 
to his previous 
MESSAGE 

AND
I REALIZE 
this might be 
UNCOMFORTABLE 

I'm not trying to make some statement 

I AM
a little bit 
DISTRESSED
about the
STATE 

of things

BUT 
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋
I'm probably not super coherent