Friday, October 15, 2021

 i've been really craving to go to the cafeteria

there's this one left that isn't a chain

i think it only dates from the 70s

but it's burnt down and been re-built twice

most recently in the last three or four years

and i haven't been there in it's most recent edition

i'm not sure

whether i'm crazy to want to go

or crazy to not be able to force myself


i read an article

about a 10 year old texas boy with covid

his organs were damaged

his heart so badly

it couldn't pump blood to his extremities

and his arms and legs were gangrenous

they told his mother

if she let them amputate his arms and legs

he would have a 25% chance

or

she could just let him go

she let him go


the new york times chose five texas restaurants

to be on the top 50 restaurants of 2021

one of them is in bellaire

kind of a weird fusion bbq

started by some guys from alief

alief is west houston

it's kind of a suburb

but high crime

and

if you are looking at real estate

you find things there that seem like they might be affordable

but they all turn out to be like something from one of those shows

where there is some horrible architectural mishap

which makes it

almost unlivable

and, crime

kick burglaries and the like


i mean

i assume it's still like that

i haven't been researching houses in houston for a while

like years


although

my mom got an unsolicited call

and she keeps talking about selling

so i went on one of those web hunt things

to get comparables

so

they are of course emailing me everything

in her zip code

and then

i think i got depressed at all these $400,000 houses

that have had all the walls removed from the living-room-dining-room-den-kitchen

except for little sections necessary to hold up the roof

so

i thought i put in under $180,000

but

it's showing me condos now up to $250,000

so idk how it's deciding what to show me

and i'm not looking to buy

but it's interesting

i've seen a few i like

but

condo is a bad deal

even if the price is right

i couldn't see myself in a condo


this one is close to me

and i gotta say

is pretty ok

this one is actually cute

i'm not sure about the area

it looks like it's close to missouri city

and or sugarland

which is the burbs

but

probably not actually in either place

so

not near anything

but

maybe safe enough, maybe

about 12 miles from me


i'm not sure

that i'm very coherent

i'm not buying a condo

but

i still read the emails