Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

 i finished gasa-gasa girl

i recommend but not as highly as the first one

book two was set in new york

i prefer the AltaDena and L.A. setting

[the reader pronounces it like el Lay which i like]

and

i believe we're back with that with book three

snakeskin shamisen

i'm surprised i like this main character so much

he's a 70 year old gardener

he's kinda curmudgeon-y

although

in fairness

it's a female author who is basing this main character loosely on her father

so it's maybe a little gently with love

mysteries are really more about the characters than the mystery

but

i did like the mystery in the first book

after this one i don't have any more credits until the 15th

but i ordered two paperbacks from another series

not on audible

from the same author

murder on bamboo lane

grave on grand avenue

both are officer ellie rush mysteries

don't know if they're good

ellie rush is an LAPD bicycle cop who wants to be a homicide detective

i read something about the holiday weekend

and i was like what holiday is coming up

and it took me a bit to remember halloween

how are you doing?

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

 ok

so i finished that book

yay

and i'm starting the next one Gasa-Gasa Girl

the author is naomi hirahira

i didn't plan to stay up this late

but oh well

going to bed now

goodnight sweetheart

i love you very much *kiss*

I'm really enjoying this book

I think they're about nine books in this series

As soon as I finish this one I am definitely listening to the next one highly recommend

I'm not even sure I can get to everything that was in this dream

I woke up with my heart pounding because I was racing to get to work

I had to be there at 7:45 p.m. for some kind of short closing shift

I had been there earlier no I had talked to the manager earlier in the day no I had been there I don't know I'm not sure but I talked to the manager earlier in the day about terminating and rehiring because that helped them somehow and I'm like yeah but doesn't that hurt me for benefits and seniority and stuff and she's like yeah but don't you understand that that's not what we're doing what we're doing is trying to maximize our numbers

And then I took this bath possibly at work

And there was some kind of big discussion about some kind of housing situation that involved a prefab house was made out of compressed wood and I don't remember what all was involved with that but it just seemed like a really bad deal

And then I went to a restaurant to get something to eat after the bath and before the job shift

And I'm not sure I actually got anything to eat

But I was in the bathroom

And the toilet paper roll was pantyhose on a roll

And there were two employees in the bathroom doing some kind of cleaning and solicitation

And then a guy came in who kind of reminded me of Joel Gray and cabaret and he was he opened the door and he was talking directly to me while I was in the stall and it was bizarre

And then I was having a conversation with somebody will know before that I was when I was in the stall there was some great revelation happening about how you couldn't just work for a company you had to figure it out on your own somehow even though you were working for the company

I was and I was like well if I have to figure it out on my own then why do I have to work for a company at all

And I was like what I really want to do is be a stand-up comic

Now is that sure is that true I don't know but in the dream I was quite confident that what I wanted to do was be a stand-up comic

And then I was talking to somebody about how these schools were using all these old new old stock pretty baby hand soap hand sanitizer products and how wasn't appropriate for elementary school kids

And then I looked at the time and I realized that basically I had you know 5 minutes to get to work or 10 minutes to get to work or something and I went out and got in my car

And my car was this really cool little like MG kind of sports car that was like a tomato red

And it seemed to work

Which a lot of the cars in my dreams do not

Well I'm not even sure if that's accurate

But I'm off and getting a new car in my dreams because the other one will not new new but new old car because the one that I had before is gotten lost or doesn't run something

But this one I had a cool little sports car and I was driving really fast to get to work

And then I woke up and my heart was racing because I was you know rushing to get to work

So now I don't feel very well but I suspect it's because of that adrenaline

And I swear that the woman who was the boss in my dream is somebody that I've worked with before possibly blended with somebody else

Because I had an awareness in the dream kind of a lucid dreaming awareness that she was someone I had worked with before but I don't recognize her

So I don't know I just find that all very unsettling

I'm going to go feed the cat before he kills me He's very unhappy with me right now

I love you very much sweetheart

Well

I went to sleep early one night

But then I'm up late again tonight

So I don't know

I just cannot make myself mind

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

I'm watching these interesting videos

It started off because I saw one about menopause

Well it really kind of didn't turn out to be about menopause exactly

Or at least it didn't seem like that to me

I'm okay

I know I said I felt weird

And I did feel weird and I still feel a little bit weird

But I don't know exactly how to quantify it

I was a little worried that I was having some sort of physical problem

And I did take a little bit higher dose of nattokinase

Which I started taking again

And one of the things that can do is lower your blood pressure

I mean that's why most people take it

That isn't exactly why I take it

I mean I guess it is sort of

But it's more because of a paranoia about arterial plaque

And a couple of years ago I was taking it regularly along with Serrapeptase

And at one point I went on a trip and I ordered a tablet that was a blend of nattokinase and serapeptase so that I wouldn't have to carry two different pills

And that worked fine except that to get the doses that I wanted of each I didn't think that the blended pills were my best option

Because at that point I wanted to be taking a lot of serrapeptase to get a clinically relevant dosage but the clinically relevant dosage for nattokinase is lower

So I was taking nattokinase

And then I was taking what I thought was serapeptase on its own except somehow I ordered the wrong thing and the bottles look very similar and so I didn't catch it and so I was taking a really large dosage of nattokinase

And this was at a point when the cat decided he was going to just walk up and cut me when he wanted me to feed him and so I had a couple of really scary experiences where I had trouble stopping bleeding

And so then I realized that I was not taking the dosage I thought I was taking and I just stopped taking all of it because I decided it was too dangerous to do with the cat

But I felt like that perhaps it had been good for me to do even though it thinned out my blood a lot

But then over the last I don't know year or so I got nattokinase and I take it periodically I haven't taken it like on an everyday kind of basis at any point really

But I decided I was going to start trying to take it again more regularly

But it's a hassle because you have to take it on an empty stomach

And that's not a problem from an eating standpoint because I don't eat more than a couple of times a day

But when I drink coffee it's got soy milk in it and soy milk is food

And if you take the nattokinase with food then the enzymes will act on your food instead of acting on your body and since soy milk is soy well nattokinase is a soy enzyme so I figure it's most likely to act on soy

So last night I took some

And then I took some more

And I was a little worried that maybe I had lowered my blood pressure when it didn't need to be lowered or too much or I don't know something that I had done myself some mischief because I felt wrong

It's interesting and I don't know what your typical physical condition is I assume that you're super healthy and that you feel great all the time

And that might not be right but that's what I assume

But I've usually got stuff that hurts or that doesn't have a full range of motion or that doesn't work right

And so I have a also maybe not because of that but also like a systems analysis that goes through and says okay you know what's going on how is everything working it's like when you plug your car into the the computer thing and it tells you what's not functioning right it gives you the error messages and stuff

Well I've got a thing that does that and it just kind of goes through and says yeah okay check check check on all these different issues

And it's not really a big deal if it's something that you know is often flagged but if I feel some kind of way that I don't usually feel it sends off alarm bells and I go no that's a different kind of wrong

And you know it's a lot more likely that have a pressure headache and it's causing the pressure in my head to be a little bit off until I feel a little bit light-headed That's the more reasonable explanation

But then I have to kind of play out these scenarios where it's something more serious and how likely do I think that is and do I need to seek some kind of medical attention because I don't want to seek medical attention

But I realized that you know at some point there might be something that happens to me where I need to seek medical attention and so have kind of a paranoia about it but I also have a you know if you're going to live this life where you're going to do it yourself you have to be responsible enough to know that there's a point when you can't do it yourself

And when I was taking the really high doses of vitamin d I felt so much better

Did I just want to take high doses of vitamin d every day because when I was taking you know 75,000 IU's I felt great

But I don't feel like that's a safe level to take on the daily

And the covid-19 protocol is 50,000 IUs every other day

But if I do that I still feel s*****

So I'm trying to find a level currently I'm doing like 25,000 one day and 50,000 the next day

But then I'm taking magnesium with it because I don't want to overly calcify my blood and cause arterial plaque to skyrocket

I'm also taking wheatgrass tablets as my vitamin k plus it's also just good for you but I'm using that as my vitamin k because I don't want to take some weird artificial vitamin k and I also suspect that since I'm eating a lot of salads and a lot of green vegetables that I'm already getting quite a bit of vitamin k so I really don't want to be taking some kind of weird artificial vitamin k

But see so that reintroduced the idea of arterial plaque and that reintroduced the idea of nattokinase

But I also took melatonin last night

Which for a while I had been taking everyday but when I started taking the vitamin d with the higher doses of magnesium haven't had any problem sleeping I mean I still have trouble making myself go to bed but once I go to bed I'm back to my regular falling asleep right away

But since I was going to bed so much earlier than normal and I didn't feel sleepy I felt like I should take melatonin and I meant to take it before I went upstairs

And I normally take the stuff that dissolves under your tongue but I got upstairs and realized I hadn't taken it and I have some up there that haven't been taking that are just capsules

And while I slept 8 or 9 hours which should have been plenty of time to dissipate

Sometimes I feel like it takes a long time for capsules to dissolve and start acting in my system and so it might have been slowed down

And it could very well have been like a hangover from melatonin except that it was such a small dose at that just didn't seem like an Occam's razor answer

So I know none of this is interesting

But I'm just kind of letting you know how my brain is working

So all of this was supposed to be telling you that I'm okay but as I'm listening to myself I'm not sure that it actually is conveying that very well at all

But at any rate I'm not trying to say

Oh I'm having some kind of emotional crisis

Not having an emotional crisis

I love you very much 💋

So after all that excitement earlier

I just didn't feel very well

I didn't feel well when I woke up

But I thought I should get up and be alert in case there was a problem I had to do something about

But after I had a cup of coffee

And some soft boiled eggs

Did my skin care

When it seemed like all the weather excitement was over

I don't know I had a headache

But I just felt a little weird too

I'm a little lightheaded maybe

And I decided what I really wanted to do was lay down in the bed and listen to book tape

And I finished where the wild ladies are

And that had a section at the end that talked about where all the inspiration for the ghosts came from and they all all the stories had inspiration that came from traditional Japanese ghost stories specifically

Which I didn't know I knew they were inspired by Japanese ghost stories but I didn't know that like each story was inspired by a particular Japanese ghost story

So that was pretty cool

And I've listened to a little bit of Frankenstein but I didn't want to listen to Frankenstein

So

I looked at all the Japanese books that I have already in my library and I didn't want to listen to any of those either

But I have this one book that's the first book in a series of mysteries and I don't believe the author is from Japan I believe she's a Japanese American writer not a 100% sure about that

But I'm pretty sure

But I still am in the mood for mysteries

So 

I'm listening to a book now called

The summer of the big bachi

And I'm enjoying it so far

I heard about an hour and a half for 2 hours of it and then I fell asleep

I think I'm going to go make dinner now

I love you sweetheart 💋

Well the weather seems to have calmed down

It stopped storming and the sun has come out

That doesn't seem to be any wind at all

So I think the dangers probably passed

Although I believe the warning lasts until 4:00

There's a tornado warning today

Which is unlikely to be in town

Usually the tornadoes are out on the outskirts of town

But one time there was one that came through Montrose

Knocked down a tree in my mother's backyard

And went right through Michael Jones's apartment screwing up all his drag wigs

So I'm not really anticipating problems

But it's not like there's a root cellar

So I'm all showered and clean and teeth brushed and everything and I'm about to get dressed and make coffee

So that if the power goes out or anything

I've got the important stuff covered

If I remember correctly you're supposed to stand in the tub

But I don't really know why that would be and my tub is on the second floor by a window so not doing that

Then I think his door frame

But again those are all either upstairs or by windows

So I think if I have any real reason to worry which I don't think I do but if I if something happens it makes me think I do then I guess

I guess I'll just move away from the windows

I don't know I'm not going to spend a lot of time getting myself worked up about where exactly the best place to stand is if the apocalypse comes I mean come on

There is however some sort of a wind tunnel effect that's been happening a lot lately so the be this really loud wind like howling sound whenever there's any sort of wind so I think if we get high winds in close here I think it'll sound really scary before the tornado winds get anywhere near

But I really don't think they're going to Houston is a really really big place it covers a lot of ground area and they'll say there's a tornado warning if there's anything looking scary at any point of the whole city but there's a lot of open ground area if you get out on the outskirts so it's a lot more likely

Not sure why I've even telling you this stuff

I guess I'm a little nervous

Anyway I love you sweetheart 💋

I'm trying to do better

So I'm going to sleep now

Well now ish

Good job typing thing for getting the now-ish right oh that's even better

I'm going to make a drink and feed the cat and stuff like that so I'm not like hopping up and running to the bed but I'm working my way that direction

Goodnight sweetheart

I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart

I love you very much 💋

I'm going to sleep now

I love you very much sweetheart 💋

I love you very much sweetheart 💋

I'm gonna try to sleep a little

hopefully I'll dream about you

Just saw

that there was

something

We had these rooms

They were like storage rooms

And we didn't have them in our well no I'm not saying this right basically it was like an archive we each had like an archive room that wasn't like mixed in with our living area it was just for storing these things so that we could you know kind of go back and pull them out and relook at them and rework them

And we felt like that was a good thing for our relationship that we hadn't just had all this stuff strewn all over but we had it in a very specific organized place where you know we could one or the other of us just go in and disappear into these rooms and come out with all this material to review

And possibly the context for that was that this piece that I was watching was possibly things that you had gotten from this archive and brought out and done things with I'm not certain

I feel like there was more though I feel like there was a lot more

So I had dreams

Not sure they made sense

But I don't know there was a I want to say Fellini-esque quality to it

Although it's been a while since I've seen any Fellini so that may not strictly be accurate

But parts of it were actually happening

And then parts of it were on film

But not like a movie

Like a more like a home movie or a an installation more like an installation

They would be these very kind of elaborate setups and I wish I could remember what it was called it had kind of a pun clever thing going on but I just can't remember now

Where there were a group of people and they would be going through this whole thing into kind of a fake fight and whatever and so then it was waiting for you to come in and do the big whatever it was

But then you'd walk in and didn't be like you had no idea what they were talking about and you just totally deadpan it

And then there was it was like outtakes from something

Like

Like maybe a group of you had been working on a project and you sat down on a break and just kind of wrote and doodled a bunch of stuff that was just you know doodles it wasn't designed to be a thing

But then you performed it and it was kind of rambling and incoherent and the video for it was mostly your lounging around in different positions very nonchalantly and it was really long

And there's a way in which it was just funny

There was a way in which it was kind of mesmerizing too because it was putting kind of the frame of mind as you were doing the thing You know it was like it's like if the Beatles had sat down and had tea and they just recorded it while they were making help or something

You know it might not have been a work of art on its own exactly but it was still be a really fascinating kind of slice of life behind the scenes thing

But then also there was like this ballet company that was traipsing around

I kind of got the feeling that maybe it was a Russian ballet company or maybe not actually Russia but one of the former Soviet Union countries

They were all very you know graceful and ballerina looking but then they were these group of people mixed in with them who were dwarfs and hunchbacks and people that you would not typically think of as ballerinas but they were kind of dressed up as ballerinas and traveling around with the group

And one of them

Before I had seen that they were this group of dwarves traveling around with the ballerinas she had been dressed up and her face was painted and silver and she had this wig and she looked like a child she didn't look like an adult and she was talking telling this kind of sexual history and it was kind of disturbing

She kept talking about servicing this person or servicing that person and it wasn't entirely certain it wasn't entirely clear to me that she was doing these things because she wanted to

It seems though she did but then she seemed like she was a child and so it was it was just very disturbing

It was something else important but I can't remember now You think back through it and see if I can remember

 i just started listening to frankenstein

i'm sure i read it before

but

i, so far, didn't remember it very well

i think i conflated it with some filmic versions

of the early 2000s

it is so far

epistolary

i'm going to sleep

hopefully just a few hours

i love you very much sweetheart

I'm having a lot of trouble focusing

I started off this month thinking

I want to listen to a lot of books again this month like I did the other month I liked that even though five isn't a lot but you know what I mean

I had finished up Amrita

Because that was an included one

And it was about to be unincluded

So I had started it in that month when I listened to all the books but then I stopped because it was too much somehow

And then they told me like around the 4th or 5th of September that I had until like the 4th or 5th of October to finish it

I was like okay okay no problem

But then it was kind of a problem I mean I was like listening to it at one and a half times the speed or something trying to finish it on like the last day

And I really like that book

I mean I would recommend it

So then it recommended me convenience store woman was included and I've read that one

But I guess I read it read it not listen to it

Sounds like okay so I listen to it and to be honest with you I think I enjoyed reading it more than I enjoyed listening to it

Although I mean my situation and whatnot is different now than when I read it so I related to it in a little bit different way

And then I started listening to this one called where the wild ladies are and it's a book of connected short stories so I was pretty interested in that that wasn't an included one I got that was one of my membership credits that I get per month

So it's connected short stories and you know wasn't really a very long book it was either 10 hours maybe at the most I didn't more like eight but I'm having a hard time getting through it and I like it it's not that I don't like it but I start listening to it mostly when I'm going to go to sleep oh not exclusively but I find that my mind wanders and I'm not listening so then I have to go back or I fall asleep and then I don't hear very much and have to go back but it's kind of interesting because she's it's connected short stories but it's kind of based on the format of Japanese ghost stories

Anyway I think I have about an hour and a half left of that one

So if I can ever manage to finish that one

Included this month cuz it's Halloween month I guess are Dracula and Frankenstein and Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde and Sherlock Holmes and I've read Dracula and Frankenstein and Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde and I didn't think I had read very much Sherlock Holmes but it turns out there are only four Sherlock Holmes novels and I'm pretty sure I've read at least three of them

And then there are a bunch more you know like collected stories because I guess they were published in serialized form to begin with except then there were some short stories as well so I guess not all serialized and I don't know I feel as though I've read some of the short stories too so I mean I'm tempted to say well let's just listen to Sherlock Holmes

Especially since I'm all interested in mysteries and stuff but you know it's 63 hours I don't think I can commit to 63 hours

Well no I could commit to 63 hours but I don't think I want to I think I really want to have more of a more shorter book experience I am quite tempted by Dracula and Frankenstein though

When I read Dracula I had already seen so many incarnations of vampire stories and read many many vampire novels but I hadn't really had much experience with epistolary novels I feel as though I probably had read some things

Or at least some things that contain some epistolary parts but I can't think now what they might have been

And so I know when I read it it was

Slightly irritating and off-putting honestly

But then there were parts of it that were really really compelling and so it was kind of a battle of wills with myself and the novel

And then I can't honestly remember when I read Frankenstein I didn't read it when I was a kid or a teenager I was like a full-on adult when I read it but it's been many many years ago now

But it was so much more complex of a novel than I kind of thought it was going to be

Sort of philosophically in psychologically I mean

So whereas Dracula was kind of a literary challenge or surprise or not what I really expected based on all of my previous cultural experience with the theme

But Frankenstein I don't know I might be interested in reading that again to pay more attention to it literally because I can't really tell you what the format of that was literally I believe it had flashbacks I think it if I remember correctly

The creature goes off on like a attempt to get away from people to go to the Arctic or something and then they get trapped or caught in the ice or something but I don't think that that happens like at the end of the book I think that happens I think there's some skipping around in time

I just don't remember

And Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde I read that pretty young and I feel as though I remember it pretty clearly that it was not particularly complicated or complex really at all but was more of kind of a straightforward story yarn but it's Robert Lewis Stevenson right Wait now I'm not certain that that's right let me

Yes

I don't really feel a need to read that again

Then I also have a list of other books that I'm waiting to read or listen to or whatever

Then I'm kind of thinking about doing

I started doing like I don't know when I was a teenager

But I never finished it

And then I've seen the film in its shortened version and in its longer director's cut version and subsequently a miniseries

And subsequently this new one

Which is not the whole thing

In fact I feel as though it's not even half of it

I feel as though it really ought to be a third of it

But I don't recall there being any mention of it not being the whole thing prior to my watching it so I was a little bit bummed but when it was like about an hour and 20 minutes in I'm like oh there's not a chance in hell that this is halfway done so they can't possibly be planning to finish it off with this

But then another part of me really kind of wants just read Japanese books in translation

So I don't know my mind is pretty scattered I think

So I woke up with a bad headache again today

I think it's a weather change thing

And maybe allergies

The weather's a lot cooler

I took aspirin well really Tylenol

And I lay back down and set my alarm but I didn't set it right or I think I didn't set it right

Or I said it right the first time but then when I turned it off and said it again or something anyway I didn't get up

I'm kind of bummed about the Astros

I mean for all those years that they were my team they only went to the world series once

And that was a complete fiasco

And now they're just like almost every year

But I haven't really been paying that much attention to baseball this year so I'm not sure who I'm rooting for now

Dodgers

I've had a bad headache all day

So I mostly slept until about 4:30 or so

Now I've been up about roughly 12 hours and I don't really know what I've been doing

But my head doesn't really hurt any less

I need to go to sleep now

Cuz I need to get up in about 5 hours

You look good

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Well I've been up like almost 26 hours so I think I'm going to go to sleep for a little while

It was my mom's birthday yesterday

And we spend a pretty good chunk of time together and we didn't get in a fight or anything

She turned 78

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

 i've been really craving to go to the cafeteria

there's this one left that isn't a chain

i think it only dates from the 70s

but it's burnt down and been re-built twice

most recently in the last three or four years

and i haven't been there in it's most recent edition

i'm not sure

whether i'm crazy to want to go

or crazy to not be able to force myself

i read an article

about a 10 year old texas boy with covid

his organs were damaged

his heart so badly

it couldn't pump blood to his extremities

and his arms and legs were gangrenous

they told his mother

if she let them amputate his arms and legs

he would have a 25% chance

or

she could just let him go

she let him go

the new york times chose five texas restaurants

to be on the top 50 restaurants of 2021

one of them is in bellaire

kind of a weird fusion bbq

started by some guys from alief

alief is west houston

it's kind of a suburb

but high crime

and

if you are looking at real estate

you find things there that seem like they might be affordable

but they all turn out to be like something from one of those shows

where there is some horrible architectural mishap

which makes it

almost unlivable

and, crime

kick burglaries and the like

i mean

i assume it's still like that

i haven't been researching houses in houston for a while

like years

although

my mom got an unsolicited call

and she keeps talking about selling

so i went on one of those web hunt things

to get comparables

so

they are of course emailing me everything

in her zip code

and then

i think i got depressed at all these $400,000 houses

that have had all the walls removed from the living-room-dining-room-den-kitchen

except for little sections necessary to hold up the roof

so

i thought i put in under $180,000

but

it's showing me condos now up to $250,000

so idk how it's deciding what to show me

and i'm not looking to buy

but it's interesting

i've seen a few i like

but

condo is a bad deal

even if the price is right

i couldn't see myself in a condo

this one is close to me

and i gotta say

is pretty ok

this one is actually cute

i'm not sure about the area

it looks like it's close to missouri city

and or sugarland

which is the burbs

but

probably not actually in either place

so

not near anything

but

maybe safe enough, maybe

about 12 miles from me

i'm not sure

that i'm very coherent

i'm not buying a condo

but

i still read the emails

And I do by the way

💋

Love you

I see that I did not post

A message telling you I loved you before I went to sleep

I didn't purposely not post that

I really thought I had

I got into bed

I realized I hadn't posted it yet

And then I thought I posted it

But I guess what I did instead was fall asleep

The nice lips kind of a longer time

And when I woke up

I saw two things I thought were very amusing

And I liked them

On social media

But I wasn't trying to say anything

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

I love you very much sweetheart

💋

goodnight

It's been a while since I did an update on my breast scar

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart

I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart

I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart

I love you very much 💋

I drove around

I went to the donut shop

I feel like

I'm becoming agoraphobic

I mean probably not, really

but, kind of

I found the glasses that I had before these

and

I've decided that is the shape I like best on me

I took a picture

and I liked it

but now I realize it's kind of

resting bitch face

so you probably won't like it

if I post some pictures

can you just look at them

like informationally

not

as like a mood directed at you

I mean

it is a mood

but not a mood

at you

I love you very much sweetheart 💋

goodnight

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋

Goodnight sweetheart

I love you very much 💋