Sunday, April 21, 2019

morning
i've been up a couple of hours
but i'm only starting to feel human
i wake up slow
it's allergy time so
all the unpleasantness that entails
and
what is with the waking up with leg cramps
is that dehydration or vitamin deficiency or what

i do feel pretty ok now
i usually feel better mornings after i drink
i think i sleep better
muscles relax more

i'm drinking coffee
i checked my social media
well
not facebook
i hate facebook
i checked the other ones
i'll get around to facebook later

i had some toast
the heb has this special toasting bread
i thought i'd try
apple streudel and french toast
i had the apple last week or the week before
it was great
i got the french toast this time
not quite as good
still good
i got some quince paste from work
and
if i get peckish later i'm gonna have that
on some plain bread toast
well
not like mrs baird's plain
like heb english toasting bread plain
it's not that plain
but it is technically white bread
and then
there is oatmeal cooking in a crock pot
with dried raisins and cherries
and i'm gonna have that for dinner
with maybe some soft boiled eggs and some
morning star farms veggie sausage patties
maybe

i planned to do laundry
and i'm still probably gonna do that
but
i'm thinking i might take a bath

did my description of my dream make any sense
i need to go back and try to re-write it
but
i'm not sure it will capture the experience
as i'm describing it to myself
it doesn't sound that exciting
but it was
it was amazing

the feel of the slide-y things
was like somewhere between flourite rock and bowling alley wood
so slick, but soft, but not actually soft
but
impossible to get tracking
so when i did the scoup thing
and, like
ally-oop-ed myself standing
it was like a levitation almost

and then climbing back up
was like these rails on the side
i had to pull myself up by my arms
it was so so difficult
but
i was doin it
and i felt like such an athlete
and

then
i was an athlete
and i was going to be competing
but
it was a lost art
and we had to find people to compete against
anyway

hello

mood is better today
maybe i should do more drinking