that thing i didn't post

I was trying to tell you something about me
through relationships I had a work
but
I had smoked a little
and used too much poetic license
it was too much
it made me sound vaguely like
there might have been something going on
with me and a 24 year old guy
which emphatically there is not
and
in talking about a girl I have an adversarial relationship to
I come off bad
and I didn't want to sound like a bitch
especially since
I don't think I am one

I'm not sure
that I can tell you
my little nuances of personality
I think
I really want to listen to you
tell me about you
and
I'm kinda over talking about myself

but since that's what I think you want
I'm not coming up with other topics

and
I'm probably not very inspired, generally