it's weird, but i miss you a little, debbie heather

let's see
it's been about a week
there are parts of the fantasy
well, having a nemesis makes it more exciting, i guess

you're so rude
taking something away from you always felt like
the right thing to do
an epic battle
an end in itself, almost
if i let myself get carried away

i have to say thank you, as well
because
there were points
at the start
where i didn't think anything was happening
thought i was just totally crazy

and it was you that gave me hope

how would you even know
who i was to be looking at my page, or whatever
you had to be following his undeleted search list
and
the more nasty you got
the more threatened you must be getting
because, come on, let's face it, i'm a voice in the ether
you never mock the other stalkers, now do ya

so, thanks

you have been an integral part of the experience
mostly
you aren't very creative or inspiring in your nastiness
you lower his stock a little, to be honest
but you have had a few legitimately good ones
charlie
and regina spektor
and, of course, i already thanked you for the advise about my bags

i think that's about it for the high points
all i can remember right now, anyway

and
in the spirit of full disclosure
[in case he's reading it]
i totally pulled a brer rabbit on the how will you ever
i was hoping to inspire a little creativity to your videos
but
i'm not gonna slog through the b reels
sorry

i felt a little bad at how easy that was, though

no
i think
i'm going to have to fantasize
without the debbie figure
and maybe that means i've worked through it
all that baggage slogged through
ready to move on to the next issue

thank you for being a part of my life
but

i don't think i need you anymore