i keep getting this weird feeling

and i don't know
if it's just
paranoia
or
what

but
i keep feeling like
maybe

i've upset you
or disappointed you, somehow

and
if so
i'm sorry, really sorry

maybe i coulda done better

i feel like
this is going to work itself out

i don't know how
but
i assure you
if i did know how
i woulda done did it