it's thursday

the giant visual metaphor bubble
maybe you know what i'm talking about
it's a thing that i do
where what i'm doing and seeing and experiencing
becomes experientially narrative, see

anyway
what i'm trying to say
is that it doesn't always work to my advantage
menstrual blood is, like, the fucking red sea
and i hate it
but
i swear to god
right now
right
now
i could do one of those wemoon festival

no
now wait
that's outta control
and you can't be telling him stuff like that
men are afraid of all that menstrual crap
and you're gonna look crazy
or not sexy or whatever, but not good
not what he wants to hear

the menstrual cycle + werewolf mythos =
something interesting there

re: devouring you
consuming subsuming you within my body
animalistic fantasy without words

you do that too, right

suck whatever you're doing up into the fantasy
sort of a ritual embodiment
of the thing you're doing
sort of an investment of meaning
but sort of just a fantasy too
and maybe the edge of that is ticklish or hot
or maybe it's a blanket i wrap around myself

whatever