Monday, August 28, 2017

i've been up a little while

my work is closed again tomorrow
which is good
turns out they didn't open saturday
i didn't need to feel guilty all day

it's constant rain
but
not hard
i think for me the worst is over

people who live by the trinity or brazos river
however
are being evacuated
as they are expected to rise to the 800 year flood level
and the safeties are only for the 100 year flood level
buffalo bayou has receded a little
and they are releasing from barker and addicks reservoirs
gradually
but with all that and drainage from the north and west
they expect buffalo bayou to rise eleven more feet
if i understood correctly
beyond the five feet over the 100 year flood level

so i guess
flooding is still a possibility

they are evacuating the subdivisions around those reservoirs
kinda a mess

my mom's power is back on
stillno water in her house
and brays is draining nicely
the boat evacuations near her have stopped
for the time being
because it's not deep enough for boats
but still too high for cars

i wish i'd bought junk food
i want chips
i want brownies
i want popcorn
i don't want healthy shit
well
i want that
and a big fucking bag of weed

anyway
i had toast
and coffee

i'm barely certain what day it is anymore
has it really only been a couple days?!

my phone alarm just told me
flash flood extended til 7pm
they've just been extending it since friday

several of my friends on social media have posted this
i've never seen it before
i'm not sure about the praying for part
which is sort of integral to the poem
but it captures something
very houstonian
which you might or might not appreciate
but i did
so
i'm sharing it:


  • Houston pride - forever. by Jeremy Rutledge:
    if you want
    to pray for Houston
    you have to pray...
    in her way

    pray like Beyoncé
    when she was
    at HSPVA
    or Billy and Dusty
    shooting pool
    at Rudyard's
    pray like you're
    sitting over soup
    at Spanish Flowers
    or pho at Mai's
    steaming your glasses
    pray like the kids
    playing soccer
    on the east side
    or mutton busting
    at the livestock show
    pray like the runners
    in Memorial Park
    lacing them up
    or the researchers
    in the medical center
    looking into microscopes
    if you want
    to pray for Houston
    you have to pray
    as quietly as
    the Rothko Chapel
    or Houston Zen Center
    and you have to pray
    as loudly as
    the old scoreboard
    at the Astrodome
    after a José Cruz
    home run
    you have to pray
    sitting under
    a live oak tree
    or standing next to
    an azalea bloom
    while your skin
    clams in the heat
    if you want to pray
    for Houston
    you have to pray
    without pretense
    this ain't Dallas
    and in a neighborly way
    as friends come out
    to check on each other
    in the rain
    and those
    who are far away
    watch screens
    and wipe our eyes
    if you want to pray
    for Houston
    raise a bottle of Shiner
    to the gray sky
    9 trillion gallons of rain
    are no match
    for a city of such life
    and diversity
    you can fill up our bayou
    but you will never rain
    on our parade