i did this meditation exercize

because I've been sleeping all day
and so finally
when I went to bed after dinner
I couldn't sleep
and when I meditated on your name
I saw this beautiful field
with grass and wildflowers
and a lake
and we were together there
and we were in love
and everything was
beautiful


I'm not sure why it was a grassy field
instead of the desert
usually in my fantasies we meet in the desert
but this was very spring
verdant