Sunday, April 15, 2012

lightning

i got this card
and
the same card
in another deck
three times in a row today

this freaks me out slightly
because it generally means
bad stuff

but
the other cards i got
and
the answers to the questions i asked
don't seem to indicate bad at all


so, i'm not sure what to make of it
if you are inclined to think
that i'm saying something bad
don't think that

maybe
it's just
some form of rapid change
but that might be unpleasant

three times in a row


just take care of yourself
and
don't leave me

i know they're just cards

but
the last time i got the tower two times in a row
was in december


and  december
was some seriously bad shit
with my dad
and
what-not


i'm not fishing for reassurances

just don't die