i don't know why but i feel the need....

i gotta tell you
some more stuff

i invented a new salad dressing
without any oil
it's sort of an onion poppyseed
except it wasn't specifically a vidalia onion
and i used black sesame seeds

i juiced the onion
i mixed in about a teaspoon of
really sweet iowa honey
some white pepper
some mesquite seasoning
and a splash of apple cider vinegar
celtic sea salt
black sesame seeds

it was really good

in my juice
i had collards
celery
hatch chili
lime

i did break down and have a little tiny bit
of popcorn popped in coconut oil


it's possible that the maca is extra strong
i am kind of longing for you
in a really physical way

and my mood's been a little sketchy for the last few days
i guess i'm premenstrual or something
which hasn't been an issue for a while
but i've been all dark-thought-y
and
forever from a distance-y-angst-o-rama

so then
any heightened arousal
works all that into it
and becomes
almost maniacally passioned
not all gentle
more
now now now

and the fantasy
is more
shirt tearing
and pushing you up against a wall

and
i've been told
that is slightly frightening

for the timid, i say
but you've got balls

you won't be frightened by desire
you already know i find you mountable
and never mind the whole insatiable thing
i'm totally not a succubus, i swear, however....