let me clarify and explain
Robert is the one
he was pretty rape-y generally
I'm not saying you
violated me
I'm absolutely NOT saying that
I initially
conceptualized it as
the CURSE
then
I thought you either
couldn't trust me
OR
had made a very specific promise
to yourself or another
about
specific
words
OR
behaviors
THEN
I thought
you were concerned
someone would see something
BUT
over time
I have arrived at this IDEA
the Josephine factor
AND
whether that is
IMPORTANT
to the EXPERIENCE