Wednesday, October 16, 2019

that last one
is supposed to be about us
but
I get farm
I don't understand what that means

remember that time
we did extasy on the farm
somethin kind snapped in you head
and it never snapped back

it's been haunting me

like maybe you just like me
for something I wrote once
when I was a person
I don't think I even am anymore

I don't know whether that's true
or crazy

I'd like to think
you know me
and love me
for who I am
but
sometimes I am not sure
and
I'm not sure
how much of you I make up

so
maybe
I shouldn't ask questions
maybe
maybe I can't handle the answers

goodnight sweetheart
I love you very much