Also, I started watching fleabag
because it got such good reviews
but
I'm not sure I get it
I've just watched a few episodes
and I love the broken fourth wall stuff
and I get
she's lost her mother
and her best friend

and she's funny

but still
there's something I'm missing

maybe
maybe it's got to do with
she seems to be sleeping with men
she just kind of picks up
but
she doesn't seem to be enjoying it

and I find it jarring
the sleeping with strangers
and
then
not seeming to enjoy it much

I guess
I can't remember sex
and
can't imagine picking up a stranger
the people you already know
are already draining
I can't imagine going to the bother
unless the person was pretty special

anyway
so far
I'm not liking it
and
I really thought I would