i have this idea

watching the videos with the water sounds
made me remember how much i miss that sound
from back when i had fish tanks
and that made me think
about sleeping in the greenhouse
i'm not sure it makes sense
to try to
like
live in the greenhouse
as such
but
maybe sleeping in the greenhouse is a thing

i really really hope
that you aren't unhappy with me

i have things
i'd like to talk about
that i can't
and
stuff
i might not understand
but
regardless
i haven't felt you at all today
well
maybe once
and
so
ya know
whatever
i'm in the midst of what seems like a long stretch
of being paranoid
or overly sensitive
or
hormonal
whatever
but

i'm assuming
we're good
i think

and
i'm going to continue to plan
my little off grid thing
assuming that you will
not take it as an assault against you somehow, right
because it is not meant that way

i love you
goodnight sweetheart