I busted out that 1.7 liter bottle of tequila
the one I bought when you broke my heart
and my father died
I drank more than half of it back then
and in the ensuing years
I've had recreational margaritas
like three or four times
I think
I'm gonna buy
another bottle
probably not that big
one can always buy more
if necessary
but
tequila
helps
sometimes
the cat's not dead
he's ok-ish
for now