thoughts

i see my mom
once a week, almost every week

previously
i would see my mom
quarterly

i am
not sure
this isn't changing me

we had a reasonably good day i guess
we went to breakfast
we talked about
ongoing
topics

we bought tubes of a face mask i pre-tested
i gave her perfume for mother's day

i think that was good

she used to like shalimar
i didn't know whether or not she still liked it
maybe something new would have been better
but

i think it was good

then she wanted me to help her with vitamins and supplements
but
and i'm leaving a bunch of story out here
it couldn't be more than two

we were at gnc
and i kept trying to be sneaky and get two big vitamin systems
so one bag, many pills
but she just kept saying soy
it contains soy

so i finally found
and it was a puzzle

resveratrol  & fish oil + co q-10

so yeah
heart health
but high antioxidant too
and mobility of joints
eyes, brain, general neurological function
cell energy

but she had been listening to me
because she's like:

wait
i thought you said carnatine was important for heart

yes
but that would push us to three

ok, fine three
i'll take three

plus the packets of emergen-c
that you're already taking

yes, plus that
does that give me a muti vitamin

well, not exactly
it gives you c and b vitamins

i'd really like to see you get some d

i have some d vitamins
for my osteoporosis
i'll take those



i'm worried about her