the once and future

it's 4/20
and i'm celebrating
it's been a long time, and i don't remember
this exactly either

and
i miss you
or
maybe my imaginary you
sitting around
talking
being together

would that be anything like i imagine
because
i imagine you definitely
a particular way
and sometimes i think you see how i see you
but i'm not sure how much of it you really see

you're interesting
not that you talk a lot necessarily
but you have thoughts and observations
that are off beat and slightly random
in a way i find stimulating

but i realize now
i don't write you much dialog in my head
for good or bad
it's mostly tone

you know a lot more about me
how i think and what i like
and what i might say
i feel like that, anyway

do you feel like you know me well