nope, not that either

i watched the boxing episode of battlestar galactica last night
and all the dynamic between starbuck and lee
some of it i only understand intellectually
it seems all tied up
with their
past
in ways completely foreign
some of it i find just confusing
but
when they are fighting
until each is so exhausted
that they are holding each other up
so the fight won't end
and
starbuck says: i missed you
lee says:  i missed you too
and she smiles
because she realizes that something vital is intact

that
i understood viscerally