i'm doing laundry and i just realized something

all those colorful clothes
that i ever mentioned
i don't wear them at all
i'll go to brown, plum, gray
i will on occation go to blue or ocher
but i just will not wear
no matter how good it looks
brights and patterns
or, really pastels
orange shirt, once
sleeveless patterned shirt/jacket, never
blue and orange tie dye, twice
but once was to sleep in
i proved my lesson again
do not buy those things
i just cannot be comfortable in them
weird, huh