thoughts

yesterday
it occurred to me:
hey, i was thinking in full on magic realism
i must be back to normal
but then
later in the day
i was really really not great
not maybe depressed
but
a little sad
and then, today
i was irritated
all day
i don't know

i asked god for a sign today
but i don't think i got one
unless a broken water main is a sign
but
i didn't have to pee for the remaining five hours of my shift
so
what does that mean

any of that
i don't think it means anything
it didn't seem like a sign

i hope you're good
happy, content, all that jazz
and i hope
i'm giving you
what you need from me