things & stuff

i dreamed last night
that i was going somewhere
somewhere where i needed my passport

but
there was a lot more
and i can't remember it


i was thinking that i've gained weight
but i haven't weighed, and people keep telling me
that i look like i've lost weight

i don't know

i wore my tight bra today
and
it wasn't all that tight

but something
is going on with my body
maybe
things are just
unhardening, or whatever

but
my tolerance must be getting lower
must be that giant mirror in the bathroom

i think i should look
different
or better
than i do