i haven't said anything for a while

but i have been thinking about you
i've had a lot going on
and
it's not really stabilized yet
i'm not sure when
or where
or how

and
i've been trying not to let myself
freak out
just to be honest

but
i can feel you
through the ether
really strongly, some days

keep doin what you're doin
and
treat yourself
special
from me
because
i love you, darlin