I've been awake
a little bit
BUT
I have a big cleaning
organize project
I'm procrastinating on
so
I lay in bed and thought about it
for a while
eating my chia and whatnot
I hope you're doing well sweetheart
I LOVE you VERY much
Saturday, March 23, 2024
yeah
that was very satisfying
AND
that ending
with the dramatic baseball comeback
& DB interacting
with
the baseball
I DID appreciate THAT
like how much more
BASEBALL
BUT
it had been a while and
I can see the contrast more clearly
back to BACK
but I can SEE how much better
but ALSO
because they had a better turn out
DB really helped them out there too
I enjoyed it before
I enjoyed it more (maybe) now
that's probably
NOT right
MAYBE not more enjoyment
BETTER CONTEXT
none of this has
coded meaning (that I know of)
I'm just talking to you
Friday, March 22, 2024
OK
THAT book is out of print
but it's called
GYPSY girl's BEST shoes
& apparently
DOESN'T have a name
SO
it is ENTIRELY possible
that I had some awareness of
LIKE
GYPSY the musical or something
I'm sure my gran gran had a record
& I'm SURE
I watched it
BUT I'm pretty sure
NOT that young
I'm pretty sure
the little prince hadn't come into my world yet
I'm not sure WHY
I'm SO interested in THIS
BUT
it seems important
I had just like starting over
from double fantasy
in my head
this afternoon & then later
I was somewhat dismayed
to have
I never promised you a rose garden
HOWEVER
I did take a picture of some roses
there were roses blooming
& I had been trying
to figure out
WHO
was THE rose
I named myself after
I honestly think
it was a character in a book
BUT
I can't remember
I KNOW there was a book I liked
about a little gypsy* girl
*romany
BUT I can't remember
enough about it*
*hang on let me actually try harder
OK
yes I remember now
I missed two things
one of them
was the explanation
of the sponsor corner things
after which
I felt like I wasn't completely following
all the board discussions
THAT
didn't seem important enough to
try to go BACK
the OTHER
there was all this discussion of
PLAY by PLAY
& I KNEW
there was some in the booth
which obviously wasn't
on the pod
BUT
then there was some mention
that made me THINK there had been
SOME on the pod
&
I went back through
LOOKING for it
I just misunderstood
but
I was hoping
maybe it would magically be there
it was a fun pod
just wanted more DB CONTENT
Thursday, March 21, 2024
I took NyQuil
I'm GOING TO SLEEP
BUT
first I will say
THIS reminds me
WHEN I was like FOUR maybe
my mom signed me up for the glassel school*
SUMMER art program
*the school associated with mfa-h
and st. thomas u
AS ALWAYS
EVERYONE was named my NAME**
so I had to pick a nick name
& I SAID
VERY dramatically
if you can't call me
by my name
CALL me ROSE
and what name am I writing under NOW
WHERE did Rose
come FROM
I don't REMEMBER
**okay really it was like ten percent, three out of 30 is about right
as a not completely RANDOM
THOUGH
my paw paw
SUPPOSEDLY
named himself after shoeless
I told you this story BEFORE
BUT it's BEEN
a minute
SUPPOSEDLY
his mama had had SO MANY
CHILDREN
she couldn't THINK
of ANOTHER name
she LOOKED at
a BAG of RICE
Adolphus rice and named her son that
ADOLPHUS*
*no middle name
when he got to school
MIDDLE NAME
was a THING
MAYBE
he FELT like he was SUPPOSED to have one
THAT was what he SAID
I THINK
he hit school
& he saw an OPPORTUNITY
to CHANGE who he was
AND
now I'm seeing LIKE
a full scale
JOHN FORD western
MOMENT
LIKE he
SWALLOWED america whole
I might be getting a little transcendental
I'm honestly not sure
whether I saw
coming to America or not
I LIKE Eddie Murphy
I saw RAW
I saw TRADING PLACES
I may have seen Beverly hills cop
at least in part
but
I've seen clips from it
so many times
I think
that I'm NOW not completely sure
I didn't see the sequel
I THINK
MAYBE he's a lot younger than me
& the Eddie Murphy
he KNOWS
is different
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