Tuesday, September 5, 2023

Monday, September 4, 2023

LABOR DAY

Today
I swept
& mopped
from 10 am 
to 4 pm

ALSO

I am driving to Fort Worth
to see the Motherwell show

I have rented the car
there will be driving
FOUR AND A HALF HOURS

ALSO

I decided I didn't want to be
just like trying to get meals on the fly
and
I thought I might do that fast mimicking diet
but
I couldn't make myself spend $170
on minestrone instant soup
and crackers
and olive snacks
SO
I made my own

it may not work as well
but I bet it does
Prolon sells the bars separately
I got a box of 12 coconut macadamia

for the crackers I ordered
Stockans Orchney Beremeal Oatcakes
for the olives I ordered
Kiwi Artisan Manuka Wood Smoked
Mixed Green & Black Olives

for the soups I ordered
Moong Pani Mung Bean Sipping Broth
(in a couple of flavors)
and the instant Miso I used to have 
back in the day

I'm doing chlorella & wheatgrass tablets
but I can't do as many as I would like

the concept is you eat food
so you're not weak or whatever
but you have to keep your numbers low enough
because if you activate one of the
 three pathways
you will NOT get that sweet sweet
AUTOPHAGY

They get "algal oil"
I been wanting to try that Orlon stuff

it's 725 calories a day
which is not a lot
if I feel unsafe at any point
I will just eat something

I did five day no food fasts in highschool
I did the Master Cleanse in 2010
and went to a job interview on day
like 6 or 7

I think I will be fine

The bars are too intense for me
I was trying it out for breakfast
I only ate half

the oatcakes have a wee bit of barley in em
don't they
they are delicious
when consumed with a cup of pu erh
πŸŽ―πŸ’Ž

I'm looking forward to the sipping broth 
Tomorrow
πŸ‘ΎπŸ«š

Have Fun!


Sunday, September 3, 2023

❤️

I was hearing Fire & Flood in my head
and all of a sudden
it's talking about Gettysburg
I'm like
HUH?
so I had to figure out what was going on

My brain 🧠
is doing a mash-up
We Will Not be Divided

Sunday, August 27, 2023

Still not archived
43"

_56.8

Friday, August 25, 2023

Thursday, August 24, 2023

Wednesday, August 23, 2023

I wasn't able to listen live
it's not archived yet
I hope it was FUN 😁
❤️

Tuesday, August 22, 2023

it's a little better today 

Monday, August 21, 2023

I am full on depressed 

Thursday, August 10, 2023

I ordered a pair of jeans
on clearance $17
I guessed size 20
Usually jeans need to be a bigger size
than stretchier fabrics

I wore it to work last Monday (a week)
it fit pretty good
I didn't like the big holes in the legs
it was a high cotton (only like 1% spandex)
by the end of the day they were loose
I am returning them (I think)

I ordered the clearance Universal Standard Jeans
size 18 they fit a little tight
But they're sort of skinny-ish

I ordered a pair on eBay
Size 16, black (different style)
figured I'd have em ready
BUT
I tried em on

THEY FIT
(they are tight in the waist)

But when I looked at them
I was LIKE they are NEVER gonna fit
They look so SMALL

I LOVE UNIVERSAL STANDARD
They are my new jean Brand 

_61.4

Wednesday, August 9, 2023

_62.8

I'm not sure I'm writing that
My back and hip have been out
I feel more somatic about my weight loss
LIKE I CAN FEEL MY BONES
well not all of them
but MORE

it's weird 

Monday, August 7, 2023

My 25 year old WEIGHT

1992
DRACULA
LA POLICE
My first time living alone

(in progress)

_65.0

Sunday, August 6, 2023