i just want to talk to you tonight

so
i'm doing that thing with my mom again this year
and i booked the spa today
i have been extra tired
and i slept late
but i booked it

she wanted a facial and a massage
and i thought about getting that too
but
the idea
didn't appeal to me
being naked
being touched
i wasn't sure how i'd handle it

isn't that weird

i mean
i want a massage, sure
but i don't

so
what i decided i could handle
was a more extended facial
where they rub your scalp and neck and shoulders
and
reflexology

i've been feeling you today
i'm not sure what's going on with you
but
it's been arousing
and i'm going to bed soon
and baby
i don't even know
but
you and me