goodnight sweetheart 💋 

I LOVE you VERY much 🫶🫶🫶

👾🫚🍀🔥

kitty seems to enjoy

UKULELE 

I played through all my chords again

& I'm pretty satisfied that 

it all hangs together 

as far as notes sounding ok together 

it's not a SONG YET though 

I've had a headache 

MAYBE I said 

I didn't play until my fingers hurt

I just ran through it all

a few times

I'm fixin to run through it AGAIN 

it'll change I'm sure

WHEN the lyrics make things more

OBVIOUS 

I'm not really sure 

I get melody

as it relates to

CHORDS

& lyrics 

& rhythm

SO

I'm probably going to watch more videos 

BUT 

I probably know more

than I THINK I do

I'm nodding off 

when I was a KID 

they USED to have

the old 

CLASSIC movies

on TV

&

I LOVED to

WATCH

those

& I WATCHED 

FRANKENSTEIN 

& DRACULA 

the mummy, creature from the black lagoon 

I MEAN 

ALL uh them

BUT 

at SOME point

VAMPIRES

became a 

SPECIAL interest

the FIRST regular 

GROWN up 

BOOK 

I read was 

INTERVIEW with the VAMPIRE 

BECAUSE 

I was a vampirophile

I HIGHLY identified with 

CLAUDIA 

the grown up

MIND

TRAPPED 

in the child's 

BODY

there's MORE 

BUT 

I believe 

THAT

answers the primary questions

YOU MIGHT 

generally

have

&

I'll go into my

LOVE for them*

*in a VERY specific subset

LATER 

the MOVIE 

I didn't 

LEAVE 

because it KINDA 

SNUCK UP on me

was

POLTERGEIST 

it SEEMED fine

we were WATCHING it

I wasn't having a 

PROBLEM 

& THEN

there was a SCENE that 

I completely 

BLOCKED OUT 

BUT 

I watched it again 

LATER 

to FIND OUT

the skeletons

are coming up in the SWIMMING POOL 

& SOMETHING about 

THAT

MADE ME

LIKE

HYSTERICAL 

KEENING

SEMI SHOCK

& my aunt joan 

turned to

sunrise and SAID 

TAKE her OUT of HERE

& my cousin*

*who is five years younger than me 

SAID 

NO

it is MORE FUN to 

WATCH HER

than the

MOVIE 

SO

no one took me OUT 

THEY JUST 

WATCHED

ME

I ALSO 

had to leave the theater 

for JURASSIC PARK

BUT 

THEY left TOO 

because it was pretty EARLY on in the FILM

& I made it CLEAR 

I WASN'T 

COMING 

BACK

the THING that 

TRIGGERED me was

the dinosaur*

*and I had loved dinosaurs since I was a kid

had the KIDS in the CAR

& was doing a

CAT & MOUSE thing

I can't HANDLE 

JUMP SCARES 

CAT & MOUSE

ANYTHING where

PIECES of people are being 

CUT OFF

gratuitous CRUELTY 

OR

ANYTHING that is gonna

GET into my 

SUBCONSCIOUS 

& SPROUT 

into

HORRIFIC sh*t

which covers A LOT of GROUND 

NOT JUST 

HORROR 

in 1984 I went to see 

GREMLINS 

with my aunt joan & cousin sunrise 

AND

I had to leave the theater for a while

the part where they are

LOOKING through 

the house

& you

KNOW 

sh*t is gonna

JUMP SCARE ya

I have an OVER ACTIVATED

NERVOUS SYSTEM 

I'm LIKE 

I'll go wait in the lobby

til THIS is 

OVER

THEN

I was SUPER embarrassed 

BECAUSE 

they invented a new 

CATEGORY 

PG-13

too INTENSE for 

"YOUNGER AUDIENCES"

I was SEVENTEEN 

ALSO

horror movies 

is not a short answer question 

I have an unsurprisingly

NON-standard

THING

I bought a 

CLUB 

from that 

old GUY 

&

I just describe him

LIKE that

because 

THAT is basically 

HOW 

HE described himself 

I really like it 

I just got one

he had me adjust 

WHERE I was

GRIPPING it

BUT 

APPARENTLY 

my FORM was

instinctual

the kettlebells aren't it

IDK WHY 

I cannot get into them

I really liked him

I was afraid that I would feel 

COMPELLED 

to do it outside 

BUT 

I got room

as long as I don't lose my grip

if it goes flying 

it'll f*CK sh*t UP

it's been bothering me 

there is some

ENERGY 

around huddleston's blues girl

that is like

a negative magnet to me

BUT 

she SEEMS like 

someone

I'd be inclined to 

LIKE 

is she too much like me

& I just don't see it

because 

nobody 

really 

EVER

SEES 

THAT 

it's always a blind spot 

OR

is it just 

her ENERGY 

I've got 

NOTHING 

NEGATIVE to say

ABOUT her

it's WEIRD 

well

I'm not happy with that yet

BUT 

C9

is cool

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋

I gotta go to sleep 🫶🫶🫶

👾🫚🍀🔥

OH

& I'm beginning to SEE

the desirability of

the correct strum

MORE resonant

edited again

A7 + A9 + A7 + A9 +Abm7 + A9

Gbm + D7

F7 + C9 + Gbm + C9 + Abm7 + A9

Gbm +F7 + F + F7 + Gbm +C9 + Gb9 +C7 + A7

my fingers

HURT

I can't do it anymore 

it hurts too bad

BUT 

I'm missing something 

A9

sound good

with Gbm

OH

and this chord that I 

SWEAR

is an actual chord

BUT 

I can't seem to 

FIND it 

O___l___O___l

l____l____l___l

I'm not gonna draw the other things

it's just those two 

BUT 

then that doesn't sound good with A9

SO

HARD

Gbm

reminded me

of pinball wizard

BUT 

I'm not sure

WHY

that chord doesn't seem to be in there

WHAT does THAT 

MEAN 

WELL

I don't hate D7

BUT 

I don't feel like 

it's quite right

I have ALSO realized 

I don't WANT to play ukulele 

CORRECTLY 

I FEEL like 

I'm playing it to sound

MORE like a 

HARP

&

I like 

THAT 

SOUND

Wait

the thing I'm playing as

Am7

I'm using fingers

SO

MAYBE 

it's in a higher octave or something 

YES

it's the SAME 

just higher octave

BUT 

I LIKE it 

MUCH better 

I'm fading fast

BUT 

I was SO proud of myself TODAY 

I have to figure out 

WHAT

goes with Gbm

I want to feature 

THAT sound 

SOMEHOW 

hang on

I really like 

Am7

Gbm

Fm

Dm

also good

Db7

I like, but it's hard, at least right now, to execute 

A9

Gb9

Dbm7

are also good

I like the dreamy sounding ones

I guess 

juxtaposed with sad ones

It's KINDA 

an emotional thing

at LEAST 

THAT

is what I'm going for

O___l___l___l

 l___O___l___l

 l___ l___O__O

this is the D4/G4ish chord

kitty doesn't seem to mind the sound

I've been catching up on the news

a LITTLE 

& I'm not sure if that was a

GOOD idea

my CAT is

HAPPY to SEE me

I thought he would be 

CUT me

BUT 

he didn't 

& I'm KINDA touched

I made my 12:00pm drop off 

at the car rental

EVEN THOUGH 

I got lost

LAST NIGHT 

in f*CKing dallas 

I didn't think I could 

I FEEL 

COMPELLED to say

I am a GOLDEN GOD

sometimes I da da day the ROCKY theme

I hope you are having a beautiful day sweetheart 🫶🫶🫶