goodnight sweetheart 💋 

I LOVE you VERY much 🫶

👾🫚🍀❤️

do you believe in 

the akashic records

I don't think I do

I'm not sure why not

it just sounds 

WRONG 

to me

BUT 

I'm not saying I'm right 

I do believe in

the universal 

UNCONSCIOUS 

that's similar 

I'm not sure what my resistance is

I'm watching some video about

HOW to REMEMBER your past lives

I've gone down some rabbit hole

BUT 

whenever somebody says

AKASHIC records 

it just bumps me OUT

I WONDER 

WHY

I seem to have trouble 

doing this

if I've 

DONE

THAT

I'm SURE 

that's temporary 

& I'm trying to 

BUILD 

the

daily

personal essays thing

although 

I don't know if 

personal essays are

the best thing 

BUT 

THAT'S what I'm trying right now

I feel KINDA weird about it 

I don't know if 

those are

SOMETHING 

people would want to read

I guess 

I'm writing them

for practice, really 

to see if I can write personal essays

BUT 

I think I organize my thoughts 

in a non-typical way

SO

I don't know if it is sensical to normal humans 

I gotta go to sleep 💋

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 🫶 

goodnight ❤️

👾🫚🍀🧠🔥

I'm proud of myself that I wrote something 

& I posted it

BUT 

I haven't been able to 

LET it go

I've been thinking about it 

Incessantly

I think I'm going to bed now

goodnight sweetheart 💋 

I LOVE you VERY much 🫶

👾🫚🍀❤️

goodnight sweetheart 💋 

I LOVE you VERY much 🫶

👾🫚🍀❤️🐦☔🛸🇨🇦🍷☕⚾🧠🔥

OK

I was just trying to watch

Cooper v the coogs

& I'm all LIKE 

WHEN

did it go to black and red

instead of red and white

WHAT

is a blue devil 

ANYWAYS

BUT 

THEN

I'm watching them

make jump shots

I'm watching them

make threes

AND 

I'm LIKE 

HOW 

is the score STILL 

1-1

NO

DUMB-ASS

that's the SEED

I've been thinking about 

what that

EXPERIENCE 

MIGHT 

have been like

BUT 

I feel like 

I started to say

I don't think I have anything 

that anagrams 

BUT 

THAT is not what that means, is it?

hang on

NO

I'm right, it's wrong 

IS there a WORD

I'm meaning here

OR

is it a metaphor 

I tried several times 

to take in 

NEWS

&

I can't 

I still am not SURE 

WHY it took me

SO

LONG

to set up the computer 

I didn't CRY though 

I DID 

SCREAM

once

it wasn't 

MOSTLY 

DIFFICULT 

I do probably want a 

DIFFERENT 

keyboard 

I set up computer 

deleted McAfee 

installed the security I bought

it took me

three and a half hours

& I am

CRASHED

they're trying to 

BROKER

a DEAL

for a Dan Bern song

it had been raining for

twelve hours

WHERE

did all the 

WATER

GO

it was just beautiful 

they are

PIPING in

the bird 🐦 sounds

NO OFFENSE guys

it ONLY 

BEAT

YOU 

HOW many 

GENIUSES WAS that?

hang on

I'm glad I checked

FOUR

genius, genius, genius, genius

ON DEMAND 

🫶🫶🫶🫶

WHY is TK

LIKE 

seventy six or seventy eight

BUT 

his wife

is younger than ME 

I don't know WHY 

I'm asking this

NOW 

MAYBE 

I'm feeling 

OBJECTIONABLE 

OK

let me tell you

what I don't consider to be a particularly interesting story

BUT 

disabused me of this attitude 

SORT of

BACK in the

EARLY nineties

I was having a LOT of trouble 

paying my bills

I had CABLE 

UNTIL THIS 

I needed to PAY for my cable

I didn't have TIME to mail it

SO

I took my happy ass down to the cable building 

& I dropped the CHECK off

in the DROP BOX

they SOMEHOW didn't GET it

I'm LIKE 

I drove to your place of business 

I DROPPED it in the DROP BOX 

they are LIKE 

NO, you DID NOT 

if you dropped it in the DROP BOX 

we would HAVE it

I'm LIKE 

YES that's what I thought 

THAT is WHY I felt like I NEEDED to DO THAT

is the some OLD drop box

WHERE it MIGHT have LOOKED like 

the place to drop stuff, but it was SOMEHOW not

COULD you CHECK 

AND

THEY are LIKE 

NO

YOU DIDN'T DROP it OFF 

YOU didn't PAY

I'm LIKE 

OK, so your OFFICIAL STANCE is that

I am a LIAR

& I'm CONTINUING the LIE

to the point of making up

the description of 

EXACTLY WHERE I dropped your payment 

that I'm CLAIMING I made

THIS will be

the LAST month

for which I NEED CABLE

I don't WANT to do business with you 

ANYMORE 

I'll pay this AGAIN 

SINCE

"you didn't receive the payment"

which I am NOT lying about 

BUT 

I want NOTHING further to do with

your company 

there was NO NEED to call me a LIAR

it doesn't matter 

it gives him

STRENGTH 

BUT 

your TIME 

I'm NOT paying this LATE FEE

you can COMPOUND it

UNTIL the END of TIME

& I'm STILL NOT 

PAYING it

UNLIKE you 

I get a check from monumental sports

SO

I 💯% TRUST them

heh heh heh

the TWO teams

COMPETING to LOSE

defrauding 

ticket holders

INVESTIGATE THEM

maybe they are trying to get in step

with the 

NEW Amerika

new gilded age

CORRUPTION is KING