i have no idea what the NO spoon is about

i threw it away

i assume it had something toxic on it

but

if it's not safe to use

it was in a cabinet

not with other spoons

i also found that one of the little pieces of paper i found

that i of course looked at brfore i threw away

had

leave this here

written on it

i don't know if it was the random paper that was supposed to stay there

or something next to the paper

or

what

but it was too late

i didn't know where it was

and

i don't know what it was next to

i threw it away

i love you very much sweetheart

goodnight