and

i was up all night

i can't even tell you what i was doing

except masking

and picking my face

and washing my face

and moisturizing my face

i'm listening to a scandi noir novel

called the dogs of riga

by henning mankell

it took me a long time to get into it

but then i was thinking i was all in

but

then the author made me totally say

nope nope nope i'm not buying this at all

and i'm back out again

it's the weirdest headspace

i don't think i'm gonna read any more from this author

at least not soon

i may try another scandi noir

but then again

i may not

wow

now someone's car alarm is going off

i really need to go to bed

i love you very much sweetheart

goodnight