and

I'm sorry
I let pesach get away from me
I thought it was starting Saturday night
then I found out
no
it already started
and I didn't do anything for it
it is
my favorite
but
I'm just not used to holidays
and I guess I'm not competent to keep up with them unless I'm really paying attention


this year
I was planning a whole thing
about how
even though there's no archeological record
it is symbolically important
but
I don't seem to be demonstrating the importance
*sigh*
I'm sorry baby
I think I have to be happy
and have more hope
or less depression
to be
jewish-y
I think
I'm still not doing so well
although that dream was s hopeful sign
and I'm better today
but
I just didn't do a whole Passover thing
sorry


i love you though