well, i'm confused, but i think you are too

I don't think you had any idea what I was talking about
and since there's no way to tell you
without being way too explicit
I think the only thing to do
is let it go

I love you
you are amazing
and talented
and a much sweeter man than I would have given you credit for being when I first met you eleven years ago

I want to understand your motivations better
I want to understand you better
sometimes
I know that if I just knew everything that was going on
in your head
then things would make sense

maybe you feel that way too

you must be confused sometimes
about what the hell I'm talking about
I'm sorry
I try to make sense