i fell asleep on the couch and i just had a really bad dream about my father

i forgot in the dream that he was dead
he wanted me to come with him, somewhere
i was busy doing something with a friend
i told him i needed to know where
we need to go and see the father, he said

you know what
no
i don't wanna do that now

and then
we were in a screaming fight
about how i'm sorry i'm such a disappointment
to both my parents

i'm having trouble typing half asleep

anyway
he got into a mud hole
and spit bones at me, or something

so
i'm all freaked out now