blah blah blah

so
the dreams were bad
but i don't remember much
i know my mom said she was gonna come to live with me
and that i needed to start saving up for my skinny dress [?]
and i had a job hanging fruit shaped air fresheners in porta cans


i figured out a way around the fact that i can't afford that eye cream
i've been using samples
which consist of little foiled squares you tear open
each one is 1ml
she told me to use each one for a week
[i feel a little bad not buying it from her, but
i cannot afford the $150. for 20ml]
so i found a pack of 30 samples for $30.
which i can afford
i don't really get a week out of the 1ml
i only get 5 days
but still this is almost a 6 month supply

sometimes when you can't afford the golden ticket
you have to find another way to make it work

i am testing a sample of a new skin cream
and i'm really liking it
i can't find a complete ingredients list

all these asian skin care products are a little sketchy on the details

take an adequate amount
makes your face feel embraced
makes face shiny and smooth

but some of these products are all big on science
i'd like to know what they actually do for your skin
so
i keep looking up bits and pieces of the puzzle
hoping i can figure out how to find out what i want to know

juvinity, for example, is a french ingredient
stops cell senescence

i've been using this stuff since beginning of january
and i love it, a lot
gonna keep using it

but it would have been great not to have to work so hard for the info