i mean i'm really curious
when i feel you like that, what
what are you thinking
i feel you seeing that i've written you something
as this sort of catch of excitement
but it's electrical too
i guess
what i mean is
just how specific do your thoughts get
i was trying to get answers from the ether
some sort of psychic exercise
[which might all be a bunch of hooey, but]
when i asked it
what it was that you would dream about
what about me would make you fantasize
what i got:
my skin
and
that's a possibility
whether it's true or not
this morning
when i woke up
i lay in bed for over an hour
thinking about you
what i wanted right then
was to mount you
to feel you slide against my inner eye
to bring the monsoon
to mark you with my scent
i didn't think about
procreation
only the creative force
where the mind turns off
and i'm one with everything
i want you
and
i can't stand it
i can't stand it at all
