all the stuff I've been
going through
although maybe going through sounds dramatic
& I'm not trying to be dramatic
BUT
I'm not sure WHY I had to do all that
I FEEL like I DID
BUT
I can't really
EXPLAIN
WHY
I'm having SO MUCH better FOCUS
with the improved nervous system
& I really feel like
I'm making progress
I dreamed about
a BIG ship
not super close
to the street full of shops and restaurants
it was dry docked and I kept looking over at it
trying to figure out what it was there for
what it meant
& there kept being
BLACK SMOKE
was it coming from the ship
& how should I interpret
the smoke
there was MORE
conversations
maybe shopping
maybe meals
BUT
I can't remember
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
I hope you are having a beautiful day 🫶
