I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋

I gotta sleep now 

I'm thinking about you 

❤️❤️❤️

I'm not leaving the house ENOUGH 

EXERCISE 

don't sit down 

MOVE around 

THAT

helps with the

HIP thing

I'm STILL trying to 

FIGURE out 

WHAT

I can SIT on

that will STRETCH my hips

I don't want to SIT on the FLOOR 

I did laundry too

& ACTUALLY 

I'm doing this

THING

I THINK of something 

I WRITE it DOWN 

on this pad

THEN

I'm LIKE 

I got STUFF I want to DO

I been working on 

THAT today TOO 

& trying to 

FORMULATE the

FURNITURE 

arrangement 

I've ALWAYS had 

TROUBLE 

with THAT I suspect 

it's got SOMETHING to do with SOMETHING 

it's SO much STUFF 

& it's perfectly 

NORMAL 

to not be 

GOOD 

at furniture arrangement 

BUT 

it just SEEMS like 

I AUGHT

to be

GOOD at it

I SUSPECT I'm FAVORING 

AESTHETIC 

& ALSO

NOT 

editing 

because the STUFF is stuffing

FIXED

these are the original 

light bulbs

they're going to come back 

PATCH

AND

I guess I passed out

without saying 

goodnight 

SORRY 

about 

that

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋 

the maintenance guys

are trying to fix 

my upstairs 

TOILET 

that is leaking water through the 

CEILING 

of my downstairs 

TOILET 

whenever it's 

FLUSHED 

the downstairs 

TOILET 

you can't really put 

TOILET PAPER 

into because 

ROOTS 

under the building 

I THINK 

they took the toilet completely off

SNAKED IT 

put it all back together 

BUT 

it only remained 

CLEAR

for a while 

THAT 

was all before pandemic 

BUT 

I'm worried if they can't fix the upstairs 

the downstairs might

QUICKLY 

become a problem 

SO

FINGERS CROSSED 

I KNOW 

THAT

was

TMI, but that's what's happening 

HERE

I hope you are having a beautiful day sweetheart 🫶 🫶 🫶 

it's SOMEHOW 

ABOUT 

the balance

BUT 

it's an

ACTIVE balance 

not a STATIC 

BALANCE

AND

there's this THING that HAPPENS 

when you

BECOME 

the MANAGER 

you SUDDENLY have the ABILITY to do

I MEAN -- whatever, ya KNOW 

& there's SOME ways 

OR WAY

that

I NEVER really 

MADE myself the MANAGER 

MAYBE 

THAT doesn't make SENSE 

I can't explain it 

BETTER 

it's the KIND of thing 

that tenuous 

KINDA

BLINDSPOT adjacent 

& MAYBE 

I'm extrapolating too far

BUT 

I have this feeling that I'm making good progress 

I FEEL 

BETTER in 

merino wool

it SOUNDS 

EXTRA 

BUT 

I am discovering that

it's NOTICEABLE 

& I feel like there is always some

group

I'm somehow involved in

I'm reading about

women's adventures 

dyeing woolx 

that turned out not to be a color that WORKED 

I'm not spending a LOT of time on that 

BUT it CONNECTED 

I'm not going to START 

dyeing my clothes 

but it connected 

& MAYBE I'm a member 

of the group

because 

I really INTO wool 

I'm HAPPY about WOOL

that's WEIRD huh

there's a LOT that's difficult to MAKE sensible 

BUT 

there's this playful thing

going on in the

BACKGROUND 

LIKE 

we're dancing 

we're darting

AROUND 

a 

corner 

OK

THIS

SOUNDS crazy 

BUT 

it's LIKE 

I've been in a

BUBBLE 

where I was an ACTION FIGURE 

to KINDA get a

SENSE

& then it's been

TRYING 

to ADAPT 

MAYHAW

is FUN 

to

SAY

when I was at *$ my

alter ego

was

Ebola

I can't remember whether it was

keelee or susanne 

who came up

with it

& I don't know how DEEP it was, ya know, it was FUNNY 

BUT 

MEEHAW

is LIKE 

EVIL backwoods MEEMAW

THIS 

is SILLY 

& I don't know if you enjoy this kind of thing or not

my cat's nickname 

has morphed

AGAIN 

he's 

STILL 

intermittently 

VIOLENT

SO

I started calling him

PROJECT MAYHEM 

BUT 

then I decided 

I didn't WANT to glorify the VIOLENCE 

SO

I took OFF the PROJECT 

& THOUGHT 

about mayhem 

& HEM and HAW

SO

NOW

it's 

MAYHAW

PAIRED

with himself LEAST favorite nickname 

ROLF LAP 

MAYHAW ROLF-LAP

OR

just MAYHAW 

if I'm going easy on him

I just got up

BUT 

I think it's evening there

I hope you are having a beautiful day sweetheart 🫶 🫶 🫶 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋 

I THINK we are DANCING 🫶

👾🫚🍀🔥☄️

❤️🌊🍥