please post

I'm trying not to be all crazy

I know I didn't tell you

you looked good enough to eat

or how amazing you sounded

I may not have even told you safe travels too

I don't know what I said

or how it sounded

& that's probably normal 

but I know I talk in ways that can be interpreted 

differently & I can't help it 

BUT 

I'm getting sh*t in my head

that makes me think

I upset you

& that was not my intention 

the happiest moment of my life 

was that look on your face in the last group meeting 

& I misinterpreted what that meant

SO

I just am trying to be real

& if it's lacking

fair enough 

BUT 

KNOW that none of it is trying to away from that beautiful look

please post

I'm going to make that private 

because it's not messages

to you

it's things for me to reference 

will you post

because what I was going to say

was that I had thought

about what I

wanted to say to you

there's always something 

I'm supposed to be 

telling you 

I'm never sure what 

& somehow if I could tell you

some wall or gateway

SOMETHING 

& I was always thinking 

it had something to do with s*x

but as I was watching you

& I just decided 

that what it is

is I don't think I can live without you 

will this post

I've got 

woody guthrie singing 

so long it's been good to know ya

playing in my HEAD 

you sure you don't want to 

pre-frame me something else 

self- fulfilling prophecy 

& all that jazz