TODAY
I should have been taking
NOTES
I coved a lot of material
& at points
I'm LIKE
SO
MUCH
PROGRESS
& then at other points
maybe not as much as you're thinking you are
internal weather
heyoki empathy
doing things because of freaky scripts that come from where
percussion
OH
HEY
this is the progress part
I have been building a
NEW BRAIN
SO
if I think differently
OF COURSE
I do
& I KNOW that doesn't
SAY anything
& that it's possible to make that SOUND BAD
& I can make anything
SOUND BAD
THAT
is part of the bad programming
at points in the past
I have felt an enjoyment of
things like
TEACHING
& I could read the room
I THINK
menopause was an important part
of the emerging audhd or whatever
& then the pulling inward of the pandemic
like activated the "autistic" something
SO
it's LIKE
I WAS
some KINDA way
BUT
I'm not looking to go back
BUT
also I don't think I could
I thought about
the stripped back quality
of the guitar
in the storm that's coming for you
how it's almost percussion
what's my inner weather
what is my resonant
SOUND
I had some technical difficulties
with the purchase online music
& that told me it's not the right time
SO
UP and DOWN
there's this WAY in which
I'm figuring out
HOW I FEEL
about
ME
so I'm not letting any of that sneaky psychological stuff
ruin anything
& THIS probably doesn't come across as
COHERENT
& MAYBE it isn't
BUT
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
& I am thinking about
dancing with you
I want to dream about that
