I'm taking myself off to bed

I'm tired

goodnight sweetheart 💋 

I LOVE you VERY much 🫶

👾🫚🍀❤️

on the after dark

WALK home

as I'm 

WONDERING 

should I walk through the middle of the parking lot in order to avoid

HEDGES

deciding there would be

NO EXPECTATIONS 

of anyone walking HERE

NOW 

no REASON to be 

LURKING 

right AFTER that 

I thought 

MAYBE 

the problem is 

YOU don't 

FORGIVE her

she doesn't 

DESERVE 

forgiveness 

she hasn't ASKED for forgiveness 

& I'm not a christian 

MAYBE 

the forgiveness is FOR you 

yeah, I've HEARD that 

I've probably 

EVEN SAID THAT 

BUT 

it's NOT 

RESONATING 

she does this THING 

USED to

REALLY bother me

she says 

SOME variant of

one THING I really did RIGHT 

was RAISE you

WHICH 

aside from being 

INACCURATE 

is ALL about HER, right 

THIS time

I may not have done some things right

BUT 

I did a GREAT job on YOU

I just looked at her

I'm GLAD you SEE 

VALUE 

in me

right now

I MEAN 

there's no point 

in getting 

all into it

EITHER with her, or internally

I've come at it

from other

ANGLES 

do I EVER NOT see value in you

she asks in a tone

yes, I say

OK

that was a fun MAILBAG 

BUT 

I'm a little too high

to pull off the

MINUTES 

I started out well

BUT 

I had to rewind 

three times 

to get it

SO

wynn mossman (I'm guessing SP)

moscow Idaho*

*featured heavily in this MAILBAG

GANGSTER SLANG

turtle rhyme

WIMBANYAMA

cubicle love

KING-MAKER claims

I'm forgetting something 

OK

from CONTEXT 

I'm guessing he actually MEANS 

he would not KNOW how to

USE a jack

NOT 

that he cannot 

CONCEPTUALIZE 

HOW 

a jack would be in a platonic ideal world

USEFUL 

for the REMOVAL of a car from an object it was stuck on

I haven't had a NEW car

since 1989

I have used AAA

a FAIR amount

& I highly 

RECOMMEND 

WHAT does he MEAN 

he doesn't have any CONCEPT

of WHAT it would 

DO

to JACK UP

the CAR

MAKE that

MAKE sense 

OK

she's fine-ish

I can believe that she

was worried 

I can believe that we needed to go

I'm NOT saying 

she just wanted a big thing

& a lot of attention 

I secretly suspect that 

BUT 

I am NOT asserting it

I probably would have taken an extra

DIURETIC and waited

BUT 

I was GONNA just

STAY HOME 

& DIE

if I got COVID too

SO

I'm NOT saying that I should be her role model

BUT 

they TESTED the f*CK out of her

& they WEREN'T putting her in the hospital 

BUT 

she starts taking to the urgent care doctor 

I have FLUID in my LUNGS 

she says

And that is confirmed by TESTING by who?

the doctor says

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH 

she ALWAYS just says 

WHATEVER 

& you're just supposed to 

what did she tell me

a couple weeks ago 

you're supposed to 

ACCEPT WHAT I TELL YOU 

& I'm LIKE 

BUT 

you KNOW that's 

NEVER gonna HAPPEN 

RIGHT 

OK

I didn't just walk through a wind tunnel

BUT 

I washed my hair

SO

it's all puffy

BUT 

I think this short hair

is NEW GROWTH 

I'm not sure what from

I'm watching local news

at the urgent care 

these 

MEGA STORMS 

are really 

ubiquitous 

with the new GLOBAL climate change

she's having oxygen issues

they kick the black Sox out of baseball 

BUT 

they didn't kick em out of America 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋

MOM fun today

I hope you are having a beautiful day ❤️

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋 

MOON ROCKS!

I feel 

KINDA

moored

I can't EXPLAIN it 

any

BETTER 

❤️

🫶👾🫚🍀🫶

❤️

I THINK 

three hours is LIKE 

a SWEET spot

I can FOCUS but

NOT 

blow myself out 

the

LISTENING 

is 

LIKE 

integral 

NOW 

a question 

CAN we get

three hours of FOCUS and then

ANOTHER three hours 

of ALTERNATE

FOCUS 

LIKE 

THAT 

seems like it would 

WORK 

OR

MAYBE 

three hours of FOCUS 

SOME amount of 

CHUNK action 

MAYBE channel 

the

SPACE out 

TIME 

I'm possibly onboard with 

SOME 

RITUAL 

I was WORKING on 

THAT before

BUT 

I wasn't 

NOW 

STUFF is UP with me

I'M maybe getting a HANDLE 

ROCKY HORROR 

I had

FORGOTTEN 

but 

I HEARD it 

on a REEL

when I was at

PATCH SCHOOL 

THAT 

was 

IT

we ALL 

KNEW

ALL 

the WORDS

WOW 

I haven't 

THOUGHT about that 

in FOREVER 

FLAT as a TORTILLA 

has been living RENT FREE in my HEAD 

ALL DAY

I LOVE it 

the new SPIN

OK

I went through the closet

it's not in its 

FINAL

FORM

BUT 

I cleared some room

for the

GIANT computer 

BOX

I organized it 

PRELIMINARILY 

DIRTY clothes

are ALL CONTAINED

all the "loose, random" items 

that I wanted to get

"out of the way" of the desk area

are NOW in the closet

the clothes in the chair

are ALSO CONTAINED in the 

laundry bags in the closet 

SO

CLOSET is FULL 

MORE stuff to carry downstairs 

I'm proud of myself 

I'm gonna take a break before I do my trash run

& I'm NOT going to goodwill TODAY 

BUT 

YAY! 🥳🥳🥳