Sunday, May 17, 2026

I'm so weird

I'm guessing I'm right
BECAUSE 
I'm hearing 
under african skies
in my HEAD 

more thoughts

I had trouble posting 
& I decided 
THAT
was the universe telling me 
I needed to write 
on substack
& I was
going to
I was trying to figure out 
HOW 

& I started this thing
that I THOUGHT I liked
BUT 
then I got up

& I read a thing
& I went back to sleep 
& had some DREAMS 
& the dreams 
didn't make sense 

I don't know how much that influenced 

check in may 16th



I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart

bespoke dances not social constructs

I found a video 
which 
finally explained for me
what I've been trying to explain 
for years
it really helped me 

ALSO
bespoke dances

tall in the saddle
after the dream of falling & calling your name out
these are the roots of rhythm 
& roots of rhythm remain 

the personal vibration 
the wave
of the person
is important to me 
I interact with that


Thursday, May 14, 2026

it was a good day

I think it's an
EARWORM 
I've been hearing it
ALL day 

I think 
between all the permutations of
mbira/kalimba/kongoma/
etc
there are lots of 
sound variations 
I'm getting 
KINDA
like I got with chords
only I have more
EXCITEMENT 

it's supposed to ship tomorrow 

I have this
unified front of excitement 
ALL the PARTS 

are LIKE 
we play an instrument 
NOW 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 
I FEEL 
FUN-er

for a while
I don't think I've felt fun at all
for a while now

I'm like the full spectrum of 
the goofiest woody guthrie song he wrote for his kids about hanukkah to
some extended
julian cope
poet is 
priest
mix
&
I'm into it

I'm going to try to sleep 
YOU are MAGIC 

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

test

it wouldn't let me post again 
the universe 
may be
telling me 
SOMETHING 

if you have gaps in communication from me
KNOW that it's not that 
I've stopped 

it's that I'm having 
technical difficulties 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 
YOU are MAGIC