Tuesday, October 21, 2025

I'm just hitting points

I KNOW 
I skipped a bunch of steps

it's not pie

the VERY supposed ACT
of engaging the
empathy engine 
is all about
"ME"

HOW 
can we break this
SENSE
that there is a SHORTAGE of "the good"

if anything good is happening to
YOU 
THEN
you MUST be 
KEEPING it FROM ME

sometimes there ARE short resources 
BUT 
MOSTLY 
this attitude is just hate filled 
DELULU

make delulu FUN again

HOW human are humans

the empathy engine 
in pkd's do androids dream 
exists in an environment where the earth is
DEPOPULATED
most people have moved
OFF WORLD
to get
AWAY 
from the pollution and radiation 

those who are left
are LARGELY 
genetically damaged
ISOLATED

& the empathy engine allows them to 
CONNECT with OTHER people 

they FEEL the
STONE
hit their face
BECOME the MAN walking UP from DEATH 
they FEEL the presence of the 
OTHERS
so they are
NOT ALONE in the WORLD

SO
they are 
& EVERYTHING in do androids 
is about PROVING your 
HUMANITY

because ONLY HUMANS HAVE empathy 

EXCEPT 
THAT
is just some b*llsh*t that they are 
TELLING themselves 

BOTH 
to give them a WAY to pretend that they are
STILL HUMAN

& to deHUMANIZE
the individuals 
they want
to USE
as
SLAVES

cruelty p*rn

POSSIBLY 
the largest single day protest
at LEAST since they STARTED collecting DATA
MAYBE 
read all about it on page 23 of the nyt

seriously 

the government has been taken over
by a CRUELTY P*RN
syndicate 
& the
PROBLEM is 
that while say
ICE CREAM 
is a thing that even if you don't specifically have 
a TASTE for it
you might be LIKE 
yeah, okay, I do KINDA like at least some flavors
of ice cream -- no big deal, I can eat it

IF you DON'T like
CRUELTY P*RN 
it tends
to make you
FEEL LIKE

NO!
I DON'T WANT to SEE THIS 
I don't LIKE this
STOP!


no therapy & I'm being difficult

I'm at work club 
therapy was 
of course 
cancelled 
&
it took me quite a bit of 
PUSH 
to get myself 
OUT 
of the house

I hope you are having a beautiful day 🫶 🫶 🫶 

I'll talk more soon, ps I heard Hank singing on the bayou at the cafeteria bathroom today

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 
hopefully therapy tomorrow 
I'm thinking about 
my frog
collection 
& WONDERING 

I got stuff going on in my HEAD 

I'm hoping it 
gells

🫶🫶🫶

Monday, October 20, 2025

Sunday, October 19, 2025

additional thoughts

not because I don't like emojis 
BUT 
I'm not sure whether 
it's a problem 
& I intermittently 
THINK I should not 

you are
ps
pretty 
GREAT 

I'm going to sleep now

I'm thinking about 
the empathy engine 
in do androids dream of electric sheep
I want to conceptualize

a today version 
I've been thinking about it 
for a long time 
years maybe 

of course 
it wasn't in the
MOVIE 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 
no emojis today 
DANCE with me
tonight
in dreamland 

world building

I LOVE it TOO

goodnight

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋 
👾🫚🍀☁️☕🫶🫶🫶🔥
❤️❤️❤️

tranquility park

I keep calling it the courthouse 
BUT 
then I'm LIKE 
BUT 
that's not where you've gone 
for jury duty
& whatnot

are you
SURE 
it's not 
CITY HALL 

yes, it's city hall

I'm confusing myself

the march was very cool
NOT the sob-fest
I had back in 
JUNE
&
it was SO HOT 🔥 
there had been some talk of it being 
two to six
&
I was LIKE 
I won't make it to six

BUT 
they marched at roughly four
& it seemed like more people than in june 
& they had an earlier rally
at discovery green 
& then marched
down to the

I keep calling it the courthouse 
is that RIGHT 

hang on

errata

I didn't have the sound on


I just SAW
JAPAN
7mil