Thursday, March 12, 2026

sleeping now, goodnight sweetheart -- march 12th

I had a dream last night 
that unsettled me
I was working on
SOMETHING 
something 
LEGAL 
(I think)

I went into an office 
& I was talking to a woman 
& she's LIKE 

no no
this is wrong 
it will cause problems 
that you don't have 

SOMETHING 

& I realized 
I had no idea what the f*CK I was doing 

& I was LIKE 
WHAT is WRONG with ME 

& I realized 
I didn't know if that was her office 
or my office 
& there was a grocery cart
apparently missing
from the hallway 

& I have been 
trying to figure out 
if it's a stress dream
or
me telling myself 
SOMETHING 

I watched a lot of videos on tarot decks
& oracles

& I'm thinking about how people keep 
acting like anything t*ump does
is about making sense 
in some way 
BUT 
narcissists aren't worried about making sense 
or consistent thought
it's ONLY about 
perpetuating 
the delusion 

what he says and does
isn't (from his perspective) checked against 
ANYTHING 

there 
are 
NO 
FACTS 

WHAT can we DO
to make them
CHANGE the laws if the BIG BLUE WAVE comes

HOW 
can this be FIXED so that it's not just gonna happen again the next time we pick a president 

HOW 
do we LONG-TERM 
SOLVE 

this unbelievable mess


Wednesday, March 11, 2026

march 11th

it is raining 
HARD
again today 

I love to listen to the rain

I think I want to change the high priestess 
instead of sacred geometry 
maybe

a BRAIN kinda projecting a third eye upward 

& I think the MAIN meaning of the 
hanged man is supposed to be 
perspective 

the octopus 
as it turns out 
ACTUALLY IS
very strong 

I hope you are having a beautiful day sweetheart 
I LOVE you VERY much 

it was not a talk-y day

I've had 
one step beyond 
by madness 
in my HEAD 
all day

I happened to look at the clock
at 11:11
BOTH TIMES 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 
I'm going to try to sleep now


Tuesday, March 10, 2026

one step beyond

good day sweetheart 

I'm going to try to sleep now

goodnight sweetheart 
I LOVE you VERY much