Sunday, January 18, 2026

tarot synchronicity

OH
& I did a reading today
WHAT
I said, is the purpose of my life 

& it said 
THREE of WANDS
EMPRESS 
THREE of PENTACLES 


three threes

more thoughts

OH
AND
something about guantanamo bay
& something bout all these cows

SO
maybe I'm doing some
american retrospective 


wandering minds
move around 

Saturday, January 17, 2026

goodnight sweetheart

that line
in a land of half a billion guns
no where to turn to
no where to 
RUN

has been running through my HEAD 
& the DEVIL was a PRO

which is from an older song that had some similar configurations

& some other
thoughts about you

I'm kinda surprised I didn't write anything 
I thought about you 
OFF and ON all day and
what you might 
be doing

I need to go to sleep 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 
I hope you are having fun 
meeting new
FRIENDS 

you are 
MAGIC 


slightly weird day

I decided 
NEXT WEEK 
might be kinda stressful 
I slept LATE 
TODAY

then I didn't do much 
I tried some
variations on soup

which
honestly 
we're not completely successful 

I'm experimenting with 
what spices work best with the healthforce nutritionals EARTH 

it has this slightly minty flavor 
which I THINK comes with the red clover
I'm overly sensitive to that flavor


I had very active DREAMS but I can't remember 

I watched a thing 
about the shroud of turin 

it was really interesting 
BUT 
un-vetted
LIKE 
who made this video & what are their credentials 
I didn't check

BUT 
it was fascinating 

I've never been very interested in the shroud 

I remember when they were studying it
BACK in the DAY

BUT 
I just didn't really 
CARE

this did all kind of DNA
all my feed is DNA now
the shroud
traveled 

it was
a traveling reliquary 
& it picked up
DNA
from people from all across the world

POLLEN
from thistles from the Israeli desert

some STORY 
about radiation burns -- or something 

biochemical explanations 
for the redness
of the blood

linen deterioration matching to masada 


I still don't know what I THINK about the shroud 

I MEAN 
if all of that is TRUE 
it MIGHT mean SOMETHING 

it SEEMS odd
that I still don't really CARE 

BUT 
I MEAN 

if jesus was
an alien or an embodied god

do you THINK he cares whether I'm worked up about his burial shroud




goodnight sweetheart

I need to sleep 
I don't really know what to say about today 
she's less psychotic 
since the place she is now
looks like a hospital 
instead of a nursing home 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 

Friday, January 16, 2026

good morning sweetheart

I don't remember my dreams 
BUT 
I woke up
HAPPY 

good morning sweetheart 
I hope you have a beautiful day 🫶