OK

I went through the closet

it's not in its 

FINAL

FORM

BUT 

I cleared some room

for the

GIANT computer 

BOX

I organized it 

PRELIMINARILY 

DIRTY clothes

are ALL CONTAINED

all the "loose, random" items 

that I wanted to get

"out of the way" of the desk area

are NOW in the closet

the clothes in the chair

are ALSO CONTAINED in the 

laundry bags in the closet 

SO

CLOSET is FULL 

MORE stuff to carry downstairs 

I'm proud of myself 

I'm gonna take a break before I do my trash run

& I'm NOT going to goodwill TODAY 

BUT 

YAY! 🥳🥳🥳

goodnight sweetheart 💋 

I LOVE you VERY much 🫶

👾🫚🍀🐦

🧠

I'm still wanting to talk

NOW I'm SUPER chatty 

BUT 

my head hurts 

& I WANT to get up

EARLYish

I am doing 

idk

on the one hand

I feel like 

I need to PROCESS 

the trip to

MICRO center 

I feel like 

it was--

SUCCESSFUL 

AND

there was a VERY real world*

*not an Mtv reference 

QUALITY 

ABOUT it

 

it was 

ALSO 

KINDA 

SHAKEY

ALSO

I changed my 

skincare

I simplified it 

I use  

undefined beauty MIST

EUK 134

nena face oil

it's warmed up

and lighter

is BETTER 

I just got myself 

OVERWHELMED 

I have these

KINDA

opposing forces

I WANT the BIG picture 

VISION 

BUT 

when I pull BACK to

SEE

the OTHER part of ME 

SEES 

all the ways--

or MAYBE 

all the STUFF 

it isn't 

MANAGEABLE 

it's TOO MUCH 

& it's 

a little demoralizing 

ALSO

it's BETTER 

DONE

in manageable CHUNKS

BUT 

I REALLY 

am finding THAT difficult 

if it's a BIG project 

you really need to work on it in a concentrated

MANNER

& my operating THEORY is 

LOOK for small CHUNKS to leave for later

SPECIFICALLY to LEAVE

MANAGEABLE 

CHUNKS

BUT 

ya gotta pull back 

ALSO

I expanded my processing to 

AND THEN

I realized that there's this sort of

WAY

in which

I 

TEND

to make things

ALTERS

& I THINK it has 

SOMETHING 

LIKE 

pkd (philip k dick)

MOOD organ (in electric sheep)

it's a 

PATTERN

that I stare at

that has

CONNECTIONS to 

contact POINTS 

it's a BRAIN hack

if you do it RIGHT, or MAYBE more like

DON'T DO it WRONG 

THINK 

ABOUT it 

it's not MEANT to be 

CASUAL 

OK

YES

if you drink MORE 

you will make MORE pee

BUT 

if you drink less 

your BODY 

will retain water

BECAUSE 

PEEING 

is an essential process

to remove 

WASTE

& filter blood

SO

when you're 

SLEEPING 

that's the

TIME 

your BODY is 

PRIORITIZING

REPAIR

you're 

ALWAYS 

gonna need to pee

THEN

I was

THINKING of it

as MORE of 

a FILTER

LIKE 

water POURS through 

LIKE 

making 

COFFEE 

I wasn't thinking of it

as a PROCESS really 

I guess I didn't 

THINK about it that

DEEPLY 

HOW 

do you THINK 

CORY BOOKER pulled off the

BIO

I can't 

IMAGINE 

there is ANY diaper

that would 

HOLD

twenty five hours of my pee volume 

I am

SHOCKED--

by the amount of 

PEE

I was thinking about it the other day

I DRANK some water

peed

I was up a little while 

peed AGAIN 

before bed 

without having had any additional fluid since last

PEEING 

WOKE UP five-ish hours later

peed AGAIN 

when I woke up

a few hours later

AGAIN 

from WHAT 

did my BODY 

MAKE

THAT 

pee

SO

LIKE 

SURELY NOW all the pee is out, right

UHM

aren't movies 

ALWAYS 

ACTORS 

LIKE 

has ANYONE 

EVER

played THEMSELVES in 

THEIR OWN

biography 

he didn't have a problem with 

DYLAN

I am the ONE

triggered by the bio-pics

it's 

MAYBE because 

I JUST thought 

WE'VE SEEN the beatles 

PLAY themselves 

A LOT 

as RECENTLY as 

LIKE 

what, eighteen months ago

did I do something 

STRANGE

or did that one part just get 

INSERTED another time 

I thought we could just write it...fifteen years...blah blah blah

CANDY

green cards

& GOLF on the sh*tter

SUCH a SYMBIOSIS

conjunctive tissue?

OK

I have slight tearing in my eyes

from the laughing 

WHO'S gonna say

he ISN'T brilliant 

WHO'S gonna take THAT position 

I THINK 

that was GG who said it was his FAVORITE 

the PIANO 

seems

INSPIRED for this

MAD DOG

it's terrible with

similar to manischewitz

BUT 

the alcohol content is

JUICED

SO

the sugar & alcohol are

COMPETING

to f*CK you UP 

they're pairing

FRUIT forward Pinot and Chardonnay 

with potato chips for him

🥳

am I really supposed to believe 

he's never heard the word

BEZEL?!

I think of that as a REALLY basic term

BUT 

MAYBE 

if you have no interest in jewelry at all

BUT 

I have ALSO always been surprised 

when people don't know 

what semi precious 

STONES

they are wearing 

MAYBE 

I shouldn't consider 

ANYTHING 

to be BASIC knowledge 

I have ALWAYS sort of defaulted to

MOST of what I KNOW 

is STUFF 

EVERYBODY KNOWS 

which is probably WHY

I don't SEE the insufferable 

KNOW it ALL 

CAKEBREAD btw

starts at about $35 a bottle

& I saw a 2016 cabernet for $999 a bottle

BEZEL looks like a slightly downmarket

BUT 

in a KINDA artsy way

NOT napa

PASO ROBLES on the Cabernet

paso ROBLES is gonna give you

MORE fruit

SO

it's a good choice to be sending him

I didn't do enough research 

to KNOW about other

VARIETALS

I extrapolated

edited

OK

I BOUGHT it 

I took it 

OUT of the BOX

& physically set it on the DESK

BUT 

I haven't set it up or anything 

THAT

is too much for TODAY 

the guy who was helping me 

is all LIKE 

you seem VERY SAVVY 

& I'm LIKE 

I am NOT really all that savvy

BUT 

I can get by, I think

he just thinks that because I KNEW 

what I was looking for 

I did research 

I have bought laptops 

since I replaced the iMAC

BUT 

my last laptop was before pandemic

& I'm nervous about my

SKILL SET 

BUT 

I KNOW I don't NEED a laptop 

BECAUSE I CAN 

do all that stuff on my phone

I KNOW I NEED 

something for writing

because if I'm doing anything longform 

my phone is NOT all that practical 

especially since I type with 

ONE FINGER 

as opposed to the three or four that I use with a KEYBOARD 

I thought about a freewrite 

BUT 

I don't think that is my best option 

I MIGHT want to do

VIDEO

I MIGHT want to do

GRAPHIC STUFF 

I'm NOT SURE 

I want to play a couple games 

BUT 

I'm not REALLY a gamer

I FIGURE 

I NEED something KINDA versatile 

more or less GENERAL use

& I WANT an ALL in ONE

because they are sleek and not a bunch of cords

blah blah blah

BUT 

I MIGHT need more power when I figure out

WHAT'S up 

& THIS can become a monitor (HDMI)

which not everything can

I was considering the pro + mini

BUT 

that's probably MORE than I NEED 

THIS lets me add that later

if I need it

SO

it's an ASUS M-series

27" monitor

I wanted to look at the PORTS

& I'm LIKE 

is this the one with

16gb RAM & 1tb SSD

he's LIKE 

YES

SO

SEE I come off as SAVVY

BUT 

I may cry and scream 

& NEED help setting it up 

OR

it may be smooth as silk

it wasn't too much more expensive than the 

iMAC was back in 2000

although they are saying that the 

BASE model iMAC 

NOW 

is the same price as it was BEFORE 

MAYBE I got mine on sale THEN

it's three hundred more than I paid then

the only reason it was

MORE

is that I got service & ANTI virus

which I wouldn't 

NORMALLY 

BUT 

it SEEMED like a good idea

to me NOW 

27" is pretty BIG for ME 

I'm LIKE 

SWANKY 

I was gonna tackle the closet

BECAUSE 

I've been JUST 

CRAMMING sh*t in there

WILLY NILLY

since the last time I organized it 

AND

it is HEINOUS 

BUT 

I think it's gonna need to be

EVERYTHING pulled OUT

I've gotta lug the boxes downstairs 

& either OUT to the TRASH

OR

GOODWILL, depending 

SO

if I can go to bed early 

GET UP EARLY 

& deal with all THAT 

MAYBE I can FEEL like 

I really got something DONE 

I'd LIKE to get the closet at LEAST 

STARTED 

SO

THAT is 

a LOT of DEMAND for me 

we'll SEE 

HOW it goes 

I have THINGS I WANT to do TODAY 

therapy cancelled 

SO reassessing 

WHAT I want to do 

TODAY

I was gonna go buy a computer 

I'm drinking coffee 

I'm watching 

NEWS

& I remembered TK is today 

BUT 

it isn't in audible yet 

SO

I went to iTunes to SEE if there WAS one

AND

YES indeed 

iTunes tells you what's up 

with the episode 

SO

I saw the guests 

& MUSIC

AND 

I LAUGHED seriously out LOUD 

I'm SO

LOOKING forward to 

this episode 

I LOVE you 

❤️❤️❤️

well, he CALLED today 

and he's having a 

REACTION 

to the medicine

TUESDAY 

so just cancel this week 

which, honestly, is fine with me 

I thought there was something physically wrong 

with him for a while 

he says this is none months 

I feel like 

it's been at least

SIX months since I've been noticing 

& it's something 

thyroid related 

he said he's going to stay home and take care of himself in a way that SOUNDS 

like that's a deviation from the 

NORM

however, I feel like THAT is his default 

& I'm NOT saying that that is BAD

it just seems like 

MAYBE 

HE doesn't KNOW that

good morning sweetheart 🫶🫶🫶

I KINDA crashed 

I should 

have 

gone to bed

gonna be tired 

TOMORROW 

goodnight sweetheart 💋 

I LOVE you VERY much 🫶

👾🫚🍀⚾

this story about

John Lewis 

forgiving the man who beat him

made me CRY

this is NOT the first time 

I've cried during this

he just BEAT the 

FILIBUSTER 

RECORD 

I cleaned my desk area

LISTENING to 

CORY BOOKER 

I've got three boxes

going to the 

TRASH

& two boxes to donate

SO

he gets credit for 

THAT

TOO 

I'm not gonna dance to this song

I'm gonna scratch this record 

thank you

CORY BOOKER 

I didn't 

KNOW you were

VEGAN

BUT 

for the record 

I've liked you for years

well

TODAY

I had makeup on before he rescheduled 

for TOMORROW 

BUT 

I guess he feels extra

BAD

about the short notice and WHATNOT 

because 

he says he's not charging me 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋 

I hope you are having a beautiful day 🫶

the Zurich Connection

YrekaBakery

palindrome

I gotta go to sleep 

goodnight sweetheart 💋 

I LOVE you VERY much 🫶

👾🫚🍀❤️⚾☕🐦☔