Saturday, March 28, 2026

notes march 28th

they didn't have porta-cans
we're using the library 
SO
standing in line
this woman wearing a vest - thing 
SAYS
safety marshal
or something like that 
TELLING them -- it's like a bookclub 

THAT'S the atmosphere 
it's LIKE 
we're standing around talking about the CONSTITUTION 

& it reminded me of bill hicks
I understood what he meant KINDA 
when he said 
MAYBERRY 
with three
MILLION 
people 

somehow, I GOT it TODAY


March 28th check in

I expect this no kings to be
BIGGER 
I'm not sure what the actual numbers were 
we walked all the way down to the 
I think it's a bayou
if you keep going 
you end up
at UH
downtown 
BUT 
I knew it was further before I could SEE it

my knee was like
WTSF b*tch
& I'm hobbling a bit

it was a little 
different 


I thought about you a lot

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 

Friday, March 27, 2026

I might not say a lot today I'm processing a lot

good morning/day/ check in sweetheart 
I LOVE you VERY much 

you took me by surprise 
I'm not sure what 
to tell you yet

BUT 
I'm overwhelmed with not wanting to 
FREAK you out
by not telling you 
SOMETHING 
I feel like I am a hot mess
THAT 
is what I'm telling you right now 

I gotta figure out 
& I feel like 
idk right now

however 
what I can tell you
is
YOU are MAGIC 
& I LOVE you VERY much 

Thursday, March 26, 2026

check in march 26th

I have had
LUKE 
the
DRIFTER
in my HEAD all day

not sleeping yet

I feel like 
I screwed something up 
because of getting something wrong 
& I'm not sure if it was something 
to do with 
my dreams 
or having the thing about my mom
& the people from the studio 
are calling
& that brings in
the whole female friend thing
& then maybe I made you feel some kinda way
OR
just didn't respond to the right thing in the right WAY

maybe I didn't do anything wrong 
& I just feel SAD

BUT 
I was farther TODAY from the 
VIBING with the UNIVERSE 
than I have been 
SOME other
DAYS

SO
I'm gonna try to sleep NOW 
& WAKE UP
CLOSER
to the 
person I 
WANT 
to be 

🫶