ok
here's something
I didn't ever suspect about myself
and I dont even think it was true
until I had a special needs baby
but
it doesn't seem to have gone away
even with the big tough
cuts me when he feels like it baby
although
he hasn't been doing that
the last month or so


I am
the most helicoptery
helicopter mom
like ever
I am literally sick to my stomach
and
I tell them way too much
and
have a note
I don't know that I like this
about myself
if he could talk
it would be better


I hope you are having a beautiful day
it's rainy here
I love you sweetheart