perhaps the reason why that situation at work
raised my blood pressure so much
was because
apparently
I was premenstrual
regardless
I'm bleeding now
that's probably why I was sick yesterday
the hormones
they seem to make me
dizzy
and nauseated
which seems
like something else
I really really hate this
I really really hate this
but
now I have to
go be nice to people
I don't want to be nice to people
I want to go back to bed
until I feel normal again